Journal Entry for March 29, 2008
March 29, 2008 5:17pm
Things have been pretty good, Aaliyah can walk if you hold her hands or if she has one of those things you push around with the handle though she …
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beck1605
3:48am, October 26, 2008
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beck1605
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About Me
theres lots to write but lol feel free to add me shy when it comes to that cos I dont want I am 24, married for 18 months I have a three year old Brayden and a baby born in may Aaliyah, she has reflux and is fussy from it, but getting better there is hope!~ I have just come off maternity leave and struggling from leaving my 4 month old in daycare, I worked in a pet shop and did for about 5 years but I up and decided to throw in my management job and going for a second in charge position at a phone shop. Its stressful and hard but hopefully I will get there I have fish, a duck, 2 dogs and green tree frogs called wingus and dingus and a scorpion called little stingee (sting -ee) hes cool cos hes always cranky like me!
theres lots to write but lol feel free to add me shy when it comes to that cos I dont want I am 24, married for 18 months I have a three year old Brayden and a baby born in may Aaliyah, she has reflux and is fussy from it, but getting better there is hope!~ I have just come off maternity leave and struggling from leaving my 4 month old in daycare, I worked in a pet shop and did for about 5 years but I up and decided to throw in my management job and going for a second in charge position at a phone
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Journal Entry for March 29, 2008
March 29, 2008 4:43pm
Lost about 4.5 pounds but going to the gym has kinda toned me up alot already so i think I look abit thinner already hooray!!!
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Journal Entry for February 3, 2008
February 3, 2008 8:58pm
I guess seeing things in reality is the first step
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Journal Entry for February 3, 2008
February 3, 2008 8:56pm
ive been walking so I have lost 4 pounds yay
Ive also got an appt for the gym (boooo)
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hey beck!!! how are you?? i'm doing well :) yeah i've smoked recently but, it's been a week or so which is exciting for me. i keep trying to quit and i usually don't make it this far, so i'm happy! how are the kids?? how are things with trent? i miss you too!!!! i hope you're doing well!!!
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Hiya Beck! You pop in too infrequently! Doing ok. Just dealing with a late summer cold...Ellorie's got a fever and so far Jaquelin is alright. How's things your way?
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hey! things are alright, just woke up :) you remember me talking about that guy who lives kinda far away but used to be my neighbor? well he just moved back in with his parents which is 2 houses down from mine. he's a huge jerk and i hate that he just moved back. eeeh. oh well, i'll get over it. i've gotta go to work, but maybe i'll actually get to talk to you someday soon!!
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Support Groups
Close Female Sexual Issues
I hate sex I hate my so called husband coming into the same room as me he gets what he wants no more I wont be forced anymore!!!!!
Treatments
- Crying Working / Worked
- everyday,
Open Parenting Newborns & Infants (0-1)
my Cranky pants Miss Aaliyah is my second baby, mega cranky mega chubby, was horrendoulsy demanding but now shes settling into a normal cutie pie, I just wish her teeth would stop annoying her so she will sleep through the night again
Treatments
- Education (School) Working / Worked
- she goes to school with her most favourite person ever- her big brother 2 days a week and she absolutely loves it she watches all the other kids and even plays with them
- Patience Working / Worked
Open HPV
I didnt even know I had this Ive never had any symptoms until I had cin 3 cells detected and I had the lets procedure done where they have a hot wire and kinda burn and cut the cells away at the same time however i had another pap test done and it has returned as cin 1
Treatments
- Colposcopy Considering
- Im surposed to have already gone for this weeks ago but I havent
- Crying Working / Worked
- LEEP Not Working
- Had cin 3 cells removed by this procedure (called LETS in oz) however I have possible low grade cells again
Open Accidents
the pics on my page will exlain themselves me, my brother and my son (I was also about 10 weeks pregnant)were stopped when out of nowhere a drunk driver(about six times the limit here in oz which is 0.05) slammed into the back of the car on my sons side which knocked me out cold and totalled the car- it had to be pried apart from the car in front by 2 tow trucks about twenty mins it took, luckily my brother and son are ok now im just going throught the xrays now and I have PTSD but were alive.
Treatments
- Crying Working / Worked
Open Breakups & Divorce
I absolutely hate being married I'm starting to regret the whole decision to get married, we dont speak to each other unless we are fighting we spend no time together at all we have absolutely no physical contact (apart for the every now and then unsatisying crap sex) and I'm totally at a loss what the hell to do about it. I dont even mention Im married and I dont wear my rings I make plans to go out like im alone.
Treatments
- Crying Working / Worked
- Leave Not Working
- I moved in with my parents for a month, it made no difference he thinks im a joke i think
- Support from Friends & Family Somewhat Helpful
- Support Groups Working / Worked
- this is it! DS rocks!
- Talking Working / Worked
Open Physical & Emotional Abuse
Im severely depressed by my so called husbands, mind games, domination, manipulation, violence and threats, he has threatened my family, my friends, my dogs with violence, he has spat on me, kicked me, slapped me, thrown me through a wall when I was pregnant,
Treatments
- Abuse Counseling Considering
- Divorce Considering
- I have filled in the papers now I just need to hand them in, leave and get away
- Forgiveness Somewhat Helpful
- its just another manipulation
- Leave Not Working
- I left for a month, he just manipulatd and lied his way back in and it started again
- Talking Somewhat Helpful
- it just makes everyone hate him like me
Open Healthy Relationships
I am starting to realise there IS NOTHING healthy about my relationship
Treatments
- Couples Counseling Too Soon to Tell
- Im booked in to go hes not coming but i dont care
- Patience Not Working
- its used for manipulation only so now my patience has run out
- Talking Not Working
- it helps me to get it out but he wont listen at all
- Writing Working / Worked
- mostly on here he goes through my stuff and reads it and gets angry otherwise
Open Parenting Preschoolers (3-5)
I have a hyper, gorgeous, crazy hilarious 3 and a half yr old, he is a doting big brother and not one bit jealous.
Treatments
- Child Time-out Somewhat Helpful
- sometimes works
- Education (School) Working / Worked
- brayden goes to school 3 days a week he hated it at first and used to cry and scream for about 6 months but now he loves it.
- Patience Working / Worked
- alot of it
- Positive Reinforcement Working / Worked
- reall helpful especially when his sister came along
