Journal Entry for July 20, 2007
saw the new tdoc. Truth be told, I don't much like her. She's too...how to say melodramitc and too "interested" wide …
I'm a stay at home mom of three wonderful children. Been married to a great guy for almost ten years. I homeschool and in my heart of hearts love every minute of it. I struggle with BP and who I am...if that makes sense. Where does the BP stop and I begin. I know beyond a shadow of a doubt that my "soul" is a fun, loving, playful person just waiting to get out. In the meantime, I'm not so playful or fun (much to my ten year old son's dismay), but I do try very hard to have a great time with all of my children.
I'm a stay at home mom of three wonderful children. Been married to a great guy for almost ten years. I homeschool and in my heart of hearts love every minute of it. I struggle with BP and who I am...if that makes sense. Where does the BP stop and I begin. I know beyond a shadow of a doubt that my "soul" is a fun, loving, playful person just waiting to get out. In the meantime, I'm not so playful or fun (much to my ten year old son's dismay), but I do try very hard to have a great time with all of
I love to read read read and when I have nothing to read, I love to write write write. Sadly, when I was taking my medication, my muses abandoned me with great haste and have only briefly been back since. One day, with the right treatment I'll write a great book.
I love to read read read and when I have nothing to read, I love to write write write. Sadly, when I
saw the new tdoc. Truth be told, I don't much like her. She's too...how to say melodramitc and too "interested" wide …
See a new therapist tomorrow. Seems to be the season for changing them eh? I can't manage alone anymore. I promise to be …
What to do with Adrian. Can't keep him there...can't bring him home. I hate this...it was all I could do to stay on the road. …
I'm BAAAAAAAACK!!!!!
Looking back I had a GREAT TIME!!! SOOOO much to write about, but not now. Spent the week with my family …
Had my first MONSTER DRINK!!! today. Ya know those caffienated drinks that are all the rage. Yeah well...after about twenty mintues my …
hope your ok x
Hope you are okay.
sorry havent been on much friend.been working overtime as usual.just wanted to let u know im still alive and skating it up when i can.lol.hope all is well with u and keep ur head up friend.i wish i had time to read all ur journals but i barely have time for us sometimes.i hope u are well though and im always here if u need anything even if i dont get back to u right away.thanx for understanding.we are doing fine.karen (troubled2) had a breakthrough opening up to me friday night.heres hoping.lol.o yea and i learned to drop in off the ramps at the skate park too!
just wanted to say hey and im sorry i havent been on in awhile.i have been working overtime a lot and i skate with karen and the kids with my free time.but i think about u often and hope u are doing ok.wish i could get on more to talk.im not off again untill next weekend so here is a hug until then friend.
Hang In There Hello, my friend; You’re on my mind, Because you're somehow ailing, But your response to any challenge Has always been unfailing. So I’m confident you’ll win again; Hang in there, and you’ll see; You’ll be back on top in no time, Tackling life courageously. By Joanna Fuchs
Where do I begin. Right now I'm not in the best of moods so I'll keep it simple. I was diagnoised with BP a couple of years ago. I stopped taking my meds when I thought I was pregnant and then got on a mania high) and now I'm trying to find some that don't make me feel flatline. Also I NEEEEEEED people like me to talk to. No one around me understands.
My story is simply this, my 14 yo stepson molested his older stepsister, and his younger half brother and sister. How on earth do I deal with this?!?!
37 and curious to know if/when the next change of life comes