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KACKY 
8:32pm Tuesday
Friday after work I ran the bike trail in 34.20 min. I walked the first 2 min to warm up and 3 min about half way thru but did it, 1st time this year - Yipee. I don't know exactly how many miles if it's little under 3 or 3??? Either way I felt good and kept pushing myself to keep going and not stop but only once I had to take a break. A few hills up the way and the hardest parts I kept going and thinking of both Lisa and Emily, both of them pushing me and something about a middle finger, hee hee. Anyways, It felt great!
Saturday I had to get my oil changed so I was at Midas where my brother works at 7am. He brought his son, my nephew (he's gonna be 7) so he could hang out with Jimmy and i for the day. We went to the Pet Exp, was pretty neat. Walked around at the different booths, got lots of info and dog treat samples, petted some dogs at the rescue booths, the kids jumped in the jumpy, petted the animals at the petting zoo and watched dog agility show. I took them to the park, went to McDonald's Play Place and also had lunch. (I had a southern style chicken sandwich w/ranch and of course the fries) but I never did eat breakfast. Went back to the house and they played Pokemon cards and figures and then around 4 I took him back up to his dad's work since he was getting off and Jimmy and I went back home. It was crazy cuz I was rummaging thru the cabinets for something but I didn't know what. I had some chocolate, and an ice cream sandwich. I finally grabbed all the chocolate since my brother is a chocaholic :) and when I brought Brandon back by his dad I said "Here this is for you or the guys at your work". Friday night's dinner though was baked chicken & broccoli, so a healthy dinner.
Sunday Jimmy and I went to Jim's sister's house for a Mother's Day brunch at 10am (Jim was working). It was nice and of course ate a little too much. Left there around noon and headed home to let the dog out and then go to my mom and dad's. I brought over a Mexican casserole and a cool whip dessert. I had some Mexican Casserole but no dessert. I had gotten my dad a small box of whoppers and I asked Jimmy to put in his bag but he left them at home so when I got home, who ate the whole box of whoppers? ME! What the hell is wrong
I had a headache last night and just felt like crap. It probably was from all the chocolate I ate, like I couldn't get enough of it. I don't know what was wrong with me but I was out of control Friday night, was I lonely? kinda sad? depressed? why do I always have these moments and no control? I do sooo good and then sooo bad. I'm back up to about 145 and just feeling sad today.
I have a dentist appt. today after work, Jim will pick up Jimmy and hopefully we all can hang out and be together before he goes back in for midnights on Wednesday. Aunt flow should be here by the end of the week and maybe that's why I'm going thru all these emotions but I absolutely hate how I feel.
Overall, Mother's Day was good, Jim left flowers on the table in the morning before he left for work for me from Jimmy. I still did chores (laundry, cleaning, etc.) - Basically just another day in paradise! Got to spend the day with my buddy and that is what it's all about.
Hope everyone had a great weekend and Mother's Day! Kathy
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I am sorry that you were feeling so bad on Friday night...I am sure Aunt Flow coming is not helping the situation! I can definitely relate to being an emotional eater, I eat when I am happy, sad, mad, anything really! It sounds like the pet expo was a lot of fun, and I am sure that it was nice to spend quality time with Jimmy! A weekend of slip-ups is not that bad, you just have to get back on track...I know better than anyone how much easier said than done that is :) I hope you have a great week!
jcstella
I almost forgot...GREAT JOB on the run!! Your time was fantastic!! Keep up the great work!!
jcstella
Wow! Great run! Sorry you are off track a little, but hey, you get right back on and work harder! :) Today's a new day! I'm glad you had a nice Mother's Day!
NCFroggy
Dont work about the chocolate...isnt your time of the month coming?? I think we're on the same schedule
N79
Glad you had a great mother's day! Dang Lisa and Emily for gettin' in your head like that. They do the same to me. heheh...
wymama
Sorry you were feeling bad, but this is a new week! Let's root each other on to stay on track with food and excercise! I gave myself a break yesterday for Mom's day, but am raring to go today! Way to push yourelf on the run! Iam impressed and I laughed with your"images" of Emily and Lisa over your shoulder,yeah, give them the finger and keep kicking butt!!!!! Let's have a great week and come back better than ever! We can do it!!!
Docc
You rock!! What an intense run! I am so glad that I am in your head, telling you to PUSH IT!! ;) lol
You and I both had a bad weekend for chocolate :) It happens to all of us and luckily, you are running and working out HARD so you will recover super fast! I am rooting for you and I'm telling you that you are AWESOME and can totally do this! Hugs!
smileLisa
So you are doing so great with the exercise Kathy! I'm really proud of how long you ran. Sometimes the willpower just slips by but we have to remember our goals and make the hard choices. Sometimes life is so monotonous and it gets depressing a bit when you're a mom. I know I feel like that at times and I'm getting that sense from you. Just remember we're doing the hardest most important job on earth. And you are a fabulous person worth the time and effort you put into your health. Love ya!-Em and thanks sincerely for everything!
Emily75
I think you nailed it right on the head.. your monthly is coming.. it messes all of us up. So try not to be too hard on yourself for the slip up. I had one tonight too. We just have to learn from our mistakes and move forward. Maybe you should buddy up woth someone to keep eachother motivated? I have a challenge with a friend of mine on here to do 5 workouts this week. Want to join? Just put yourself and your goals first! You are worth all of the hard work! I'm glad you had a nice mothers day! You deserve it! Hugs!
MrsBarker