Journal Entry for May 22, 2009
Well, I have a start.. The house I'm buying, is only gonna cost me $5000.. And it's mine and paid for.. that is nothing.. Soo.. I'm off …
My name is Stephanie. I'm 18, and I have many problems.. just like everyone else here... right?
My name is Stephanie. I'm 18, and I have many problems.. just like everyone else here... right?
Well, I have a start.. The house I'm buying, is only gonna cost me $5000.. And it's mine and paid for.. that is nothing.. Soo.. I'm off …
I truely think I stopped cutting this time..
So, I really didn't think that I was gonna make it past 18..
And I did, so yay me. But I come to find out that life sucks still.
But I already knew …
I made it to 18!!!
Congrats! xx =]
hey happy to hear from you and ive missed talking to you as well pregnant omg wow congrats xD
hey how are you and whats up ? ive missed talking to you and im sorry i havent been around
Hey! How are you? I hope you're doing great and having a wonderful evening:)
Good :) yeah im alright thanks. xx
I've been abused since I was 5 yrs old... And then I was sexually abused when I was 13... And I cant tell my family about it cuz nobody believes me... I dont kno what to do anymore but just to act like nothing happens......
My sister comitted suicide 2 days before my 14th birthday.. May 5, 2005..
I've been depressed for quite a while now.. But the only thing I know how to do is pretend like I'm ok.... But there is sometime days that I doent even so much as get out of bed to eat..... and It is all a result of the worthless feeling being abused gives you.....
I've been cutting since I was 14.. But I dont cut my wrists hardly ever I cut myself in places that no one will find like my legs and other places... I also burn myself .. It gets so much of the pain that I am feeling out...
I want to look good so bad... So I do anything it takes to make that happen.. I go days without eating.. and when I do I eat so much I throw it all back up.. I know I have to stop but I can't.. I have no idea how to stop... Help?
Sadness.. It sucks.. =(
What can I say?
Dysfunctional Family.. Mom hates me.. What else can I say?
It's no good! But it's soooo good at the same time!
I got pregnant when I was 14, and I was 5 months along, and The guy who got me pregnant went absolutely crazy.. and he attacked me and I lost the baby.
I'm bisexual.. I like guys and girls.. Ohh well.
I came out on November 12, 2008
I've been assaulted sexually twice in my life..
I'm always online.. it keeps me occupied..