illaya's Journal

its all switch around again.

all went wrong.

ended up with a delusional person.

had enough.

got rid.

got an old boyfriend back...

still down.

he's helped look after me =]

but i am still down...

then on top is all the relationship stuff.

then i've had the same bug 3 times in the space of a months time.

feel even more down....

cant eat what i wanna eat... cant do what i wanna do...

cant even walk cos i ended up with an ear infection which caused vertigo... which meant i fell over alot and my legs are now buggered and i'm being sent for physio assessment.