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illaya 
12:44pm, September 7, 2009
he asks me how i feel.
I avoid answering.
I try to talk to him bout what we're gonna do.
he avoids answering and ignores me.
I love him so damn much... but I can't find the words to tell him how much it's killing me.
What can I say??
What can I do??
I want him so much.
I need him so much.
God he made me so happy and now....
I don't know how i'm supposed to feel.
But this pain. It's killing me.
I'm so broken.
I just wanna die.
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