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illaya 
12:44pm, September 7, 2009
Every second i watch the world crashes down around my ears,
and nothing can stop it; not even the tears,
no matter how much i try and convince myself everything's fine,
another memory arises to destroy my mind,
No matter what my heart wants to believe,
.
I'm stuck trying to convince myself i have to live.
and nothing can stop it; not even the tears,
no matter how much i try and convince myself everything's fine,
another memory arises to destroy my mind,
No matter what my heart wants to believe,
.
I'm stuck trying to convince myself i have to live.
its all switch around again.
all went wrong.
ended up with a delusional person.
had enough.
got rid.
got an old boyfriend back...
still down.
he's helped look after me =]
but i am still down...
then on top is all the relationship stuff.
then i've had the same bug 3 times in the space of a months time.
feel even more down....
cant eat what i wanna eat... cant do what i wanna do...
cant even walk cos i ended up with an ear infection which caused vertigo... which meant i fell over alot and my legs are now buggered and i'm being sent for physio assessment.
UPDATED GOALS
get my life back on track
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Encouragements: 0
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