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hurtinaz 
Today is 7 weeks since the surgery, Im feeling ok, still sore and still so scared of hurting myself. I'm beginning to wonder if I will ever stop counting the weeks and feeling scared. I tire so easy and still uncomfortable putting on my shorts. I am lucky so far, when I told the job I would like to come back to work the first week of july they didnt give me to much grief I needed to get my strength up. I work in retail,hate it but its a job, I wonder how i will do with being on my feet all day.. so scared..
Noone wants to hear about me not feeling 100%,noone wants to listen to me complain I dont mean too but my god this was major crap that happened to me. I have really good days and really bad days Im sure that is normal but really now I was in pain for weeks and now just have cramps makes no sense. so what do they expect from me.?? Im sure if the family didnt feel good for all this time they would be a little cranky too...
I went for all kinds of blood work, mamo and now waiting for the appt for the legs (varicose veins) Have a histroy of blood clots in the family so very concerned about that especially since i take premarin. Waiting for the results is the worst. Some of the test came back and it turns out that I have high chol. i fell apart lol.. For what ever reason that killed me.. I just want one tiny little test to come back normal. I might be asking for too much. I need to pull it together and stop feeling sorry for myself.. stop being scared and just be me again. Im just tired.
