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hurtinaz 
Having surgery on wed for the old legs, shouldnt be so bad the say only a week and than healed lol... It will be nice not to have my legs not hurt or swelled up. also will be nice to have nice looking legs again lol.. Still having the run of bad luck, or someone has a hex on me. I wish they would just leave me be.. I have never been so accident prone. Yesterday while working around the house, fell off a step ladder from the top step naturally nearly killed myself. I am one giant black and blue from my neck down. looks like someone beat the hell out of me. It will get better soon, at least I hope soooooooo...
went to the doc's again, I was a little concerned about the swelling on the left side, I probably wouldnt have went but my ex-sister in law noticed it when she came to visit.. Got a little concerned than.. He says there is nothing wrong and suggested that I go to a gasto. doc. great just what I needed, another doc to visit. I think I could be falling apart. In the meantime I have terrible varcous veins, that need surgery too.. Should be getting that done soon, waiting for the date. Than after that I will go to the gast.doc. toooo many docs. My kids call me their "brokey mommy" cute but sad. In the last week alone I had to go to urgent care cause even my wrist and hands were swollen. tendonitis. just from doing yard work, also got bite by a spider had to get a shot Ouch. and went to the store and a picture frame fell and cut my toe open lol... man what a week.. no wonder the kids say Im brokey.
Still waiting to go back to work, which is a good thing. Im starting to get my strength back, i could do a little more each day...Yesterday I was feeling really good so decided to scrub the house. Take curtains down, clean closets and all that stuff. Took me a long time to do it and when I was done the house was clean and I was hurting. I guess it was too much up and down the ladder and all that. Was so tired after that had to take a nap lol...
when I woke my sister called and asked what was going on and I told her about my day, she informed me that she doesnt understand why it is taking me so long to get back to normal!! Went on to tell me she met a woman in the hair cutting place that just had a hyster. last week and is up and feeling fine, so wants to know why Im not!!! Im so tired of explaining myself to her and everyone else. Everyone is different I asked my sis if the lady was cut and had all the part removed like I did, she claims yes.. I told her I dont know why I had such a rough recovery I dont know why it is taking me so long to feel normal. I just dont know... Im tired of it all. Im glad that woman had such a fast recovery good for her..maybe im older, maybe my body wasnt in the best of shape like her, maybe she had help! I dont know.. Im just sick of it all ready. Leave me alone and I will feel better when I feel better. I feel fine now soooo what if I cant jump up and down, so what if I get cramps and pulls, so what if I feel sorry for myself. everyone is differnt so I want them all to leave me alone and shut the f*** up.. Chances are one day she will understand I dont wish this on anyone but noone knows what you go thru and how it feels until it is done to them... so in the meantime they should all shut up..
I might be a little angry sorry.
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