Lost... I dont know what to do anymore. I keep doing things that i regret and tonight was almost
The worst. Ive got to stop letting him toy with my emotions. The bad part is that i think i still love him. Its tareing me apart.
I have been through a lot and I'm still not sure how I made it this far. I know for a fact that with out my adoptive mother Kelly I never would have become what I have now became. LUVS YA Kelly!!!
I have been through a lot and I'm still not sure how I made it this far. I know for a fact that with out my adoptive mother Kelly I never would have become what I have now became. LUVS YA Kelly!!!
writing(stories songs poetry) singing dancing listening to music(Evanescence, Three Days Grace, Linkin Park, Disturbed)
writing(stories songs poetry) singing dancing listening to music(Evanescence, Three Days Grace, Linkin
crystalicbabe wrote a journal entry: Lost... I dont know what to do anymore. I keep doing things that i regret and tonight was almost 1:58am
The worst. Ive got to stop letting him toy with my emotions. The bad part is that i think i still love…
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The worst. Ive got to stop letting him toy with my emotions. The bad part is that i think i still love him. Its tareing me apart.
sitting at home.. just had my wisdom teeth out on wednesday... not really feeling much though... except a bit high from the vicodon and percocet.... …
Well I'm so glad that I am moving to Virginia. We are moving on Thanksgiving day and I can't wait. I am doing really well in …
I'm still alive - physically. Mentally - I'm wasted! I've got to get myself out of this damn hole. It's a deep, deep hole this time around.
hugs for you!
aw thank you so much for the hug i really apreciate it. here one back for you take care. x
hope u feel better soon
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A lot of people in my Biological family are Bipolar, and my therapist says there is a chance that I am...
I have had varying degrees of depression for quite some time
I have had various degrees of various eating disorders almost all of my life
My biological mother may have been a Schizophrenic
I've been a cutter for around four years with periods where I don't cut....
I have had a major insomnia issue since I was about 8
i was abused by my mother and her husband from three to thirteen when i was removed from the home
i was sexually abused by my uncle, grandfather, and a family friend from 2 till i was eight
my one major fear is that of drowning and of crowds
i am alegec to maple products
when ever i consume dairy products that contain lactose it causes me to vomit
anemia also runs in my Biological family
during my ed i was vegan and sometimes i still fall back on it
I'm a teenager, sex could be an issue
I was abussed as a child and put in foster care at 13. then when I was 15 the family I was living with adopted me.
My doctors told me that I have PCOS. It devistates me that when I am old enough for kids I may not be able to have children.
I have been overweight for most of my life and have greatly struggled with eating disorders and now I am just trying to be healthy, and in order to do that I need to slim down a bit.