Journal Entry for September 9, 2009
September 9, 2009 6:02pm
"Revenge is not mine, I will share it with the world, ku-nitches!!!!" B.A.Savage original..
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antoniosavage
12:16pm, September 6, 2009
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About Me
antoniosavage
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About Me
**I WANT KIDS!!! ANYONE KNOW ANYONE LOOKING TO GO IN HALF? LOL** I need creative and semi positive people in my life. Wanna be my live in motivational speaker / proof-reader? I I hide my depression with humor, can you tell? WELL CAN YOU!!! LOL I'm a writer who seems to constantly surround myself with people who help put up writer blocks than take them down. I have wrote 5 books in 6 months but since then I have not finished writing one in almost 4 years. I have outlines for a lot and plans for atleast 30.
**I WANT KIDS!!! ANYONE KNOW ANYONE LOOKING TO GO IN HALF? LOL** I need creative and semi positive people in my life. Wanna be my live in motivational speaker / proof-reader? I I hide my depression with humor, can you tell? WELL CAN YOU!!! LOL I'm a writer who seems to constantly surround myself with people who help put up writer blocks than take them down. I have wrote 5 books in 6 months but since then I have not finished writing one in almost 4 years. I have outlines for a lot and plans for atleast
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Interests
CREATING!!! Games, books, t-shirt slogans, business ideas, songs, music, personalities, you name it and I want to create something about it :) Besides CREATING!!! Football, B-ball a little, wrestling, video games, S?X (u fill in the blank LOL), being sexy or atleast attempting to do so. Ok, just being goofy now, time to stop writing LOL (any MTG card gamers?) Also, like the WWE and UFC and other manly things lol....ok enough with the lol's im really depressed :(
CREATING!!! Games, books, t-shirt slogans, business ideas, songs, music, personalities, you name it and
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Pancakes
September 7, 2009 10:28pm
"Am i dead yet? Nope, damn. Why even try if i can't even do that right? I guess i must finally torture the world back, by living another …
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I'm back, sadly
September 6, 2009 1:00pm
"Truths are just mere seconds from becoming lies" B.A. Savage original (that's my alter ego)
That statement has never rung so true …
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here is something i told myself i would never do...
August 16, 2008 10:07pm
..and that is write about my sex addiction, well at least not as in detail as i finally gonna put out there today. Well i joined that support …
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here is something i told myself i would never do...
August 16, 2008 10:05pm
..and that is write about my sex addiction, well at least not as in detail as i finally gonna put out there today. Well i joined that support …
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Hugbook
Ray of Sunshine
just brightn'n up ya page wit a lil bit of me :-)... hope you feeling ok
Chocolate
Chocolate is always good. I haven't talked to you in awhile!
Superhero Status
whats new my friend, wow 101, yrs old yur moving up in the world, it has been awhile, are ya still writing these days, palying any music instruments,, well life is fall here in colorado, tyme to rake leaves, and shove the lawn mower side, work is work, the grocery store here in town might go on strike,
but all is well, have a goot week my friend.
See You Later
thnk you! i really enjoy talkin to u for sure, i send u an alligator thing cuz i think it's cute!
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Chicken Soup
i'm sick :( here's some chicken noodle soup so u don't get sick
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Support Groups
Close Depression
Type: Clinical (Major) DepressionI've been a in rut for so long it's become a lifestyle. I want to be happy but I surround myself with people I know are only using me to feel they are better than me. Also, I know I'm capable of more but I just wont get off the couch.
Treatments
- Physical Exercise Somewhat Helpful
- When I can find someone who really wants to work out it's fine, but most quit after a day or two.
Close Shyness
I'm only shy when it comes to meeting people cold turkey wise. I have been told I seem stuck up . I just don't have the confidence to start a conversation. I'm good at keeping it going, but will look away instead of initiate.
Open Breakups & Divorce
While I have never been married,I have been in two relationship that were over 5 years each, and they both ended horribly. I felt like I was abandoning them by breaking it off, so I usually stick around, despite that I'm miserable and probably making them miserable.
Treatments
- Time Somewhat Helpful
- Over time, each time we just slow separated.
Open Sex / Pornography Addiction
I'm not sure if I'm addicted cause I can go weeks/months without either (have before) but I really dont like to and when I'm single I find myself looking at porn daily.
Treatments
- Humex Working / Worked
