nanaofbailee's Journal

Tomorrow is Mandy's funeral.  Friday night Laura and I took Cian over to re-meet his sister--he hasn't seen her since he was 2.  I was extremely nervous about it--I wanted to find a few of the biggest "goons" available to take with us, in case there was a fight.  There was no one around and it turned out that it was unnecessary.  I reminded them that our first meeting was violent (they threatened to kick my ass if I put Cian in the car) and things settled right down.  LOL  because I reminded them or because there was no threat to start with, I am unsure, but we spent 3 hours chatting while the kids played.

But nothing has changed as far as my intentions.  My lawyer is going to file for joint custody of Cian between myself, Brandi (Brett's twin sister) and Brett.   He has agreed to the arrangement---easily, I might add.  He is going to spend at least 2 1/2 years in prison and I still don't trust Mandy's family as far as I can throw them!!!!

I can pick up Todd (my dog) tomorrow morning at the vet's office.  WoooHooo!!!!!!  You don't realise how much a silly pet can mean to you until they are taken away from you----at least I couldn't.  Cian spent the weekend at Brandi's, the dog was gone and I didn't sleep for SHIT!!!!  No one here, I guess.

Not much else right now---will certainly journal after we get home tomorrow.

Thank you all for your thoughts and comments for me recently---it helps to know that people out there care enough to send well wishes.