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nanaofbailee 
10:45am Monday
Things are getting really hectic around here lately---I feel like I am being pulled fifty different directions at the same time. Which sends me into the worst kind of mania---I can't get crap done.....no, finished. I have tried taking a deep breath, time-outs, screaming into a pillow: all to no avail. My insides are crawling, trying to get out of this body. My mind can't keep a thought together for more than 2 seconds. I haven't been this "apart" and disjointed in 20 years!!!!
And I can't stop it.
Hospital time, maybe???!!!!
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Oh nana I hate that feeling, do you not have any diazepam or clonopezam or something to help calm you down? Not being able to focus on anything makes it hard to deal with, I take deep breaths then get mad thinking this doesn't work, can't focus on comp or cleaning or anything, thank God we know that eventually it will be over it just feels like it is taking 30yrs to end. Luv ya and hang on.
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Nana sorry you're so stirred up. It's time to call the Pdoc and get the meds adjusted maybe? This time of year things start to happen. It's the stress of it all. Hang in there. Hugs, Beth
lilje