married for 3rd time, 5yrs this month, love him very much. I have 3 children from 1st marriage. Came from abusive home - physical and mental.Been fighting this for as long as I can remember. I don't want it to destroy the happiness I have most of the time now. His kids hate me and he tries to keep the peace.
married for 3rd time, 5yrs this month, love him very much. I have 3 children from 1st marriage. Came from abusive home - physical and mental.Been fighting this for as long as I can remember. I don't want it to destroy the happiness I have most of the time now. His kids hate me and he tries to keep the peace.
working in my gardens, vegetables, and flowers. I have several flower beds(my gardens) and each one is very different. I love spending time with my grandchildren, I like to read true crime books - not because of the horror but learning about the people and what brought them to that place in life, I have read so many that I believe their are people prone to be a crimminal and some set theirself(not on purpose) to be a victim. so if anyone enjoys this type of reading I would love to share stories and opinions with you. My greatest joy is the love and time with my wonderful husband - he is the first person that has ever in my life made me feel he loves me as I am and I don't have to change myself or cater to him or take a backseat and make him the KING, he just loves me but most of all he likes me.. such a shame I had to go thru 2 horrible marriages before I found out I was worth something and someone actually felt they were lucky to have my love instead of me working my butt off to be what someone else wanted me to be whether I was happy or not..
working in my gardens, vegetables, and flowers. I have several flower beds(my gardens) and each one is
September 17, 2008 1:34pm
I know I should write more often, not just when I feel totally at the end of my rope. My sister's and my brother are working very hard at trying …
July 13, 2008 4:50pm
I was unable to loose the weight for summer but I had my 2nd back surgery on June 12th and it was fairly successfull but I had adhesions form around …
June 20, 2008 11:37am
I am handling my anxiety better and I am not having to take as much medication. I hope to wean myself totally off by Christmas but I have to be …
June 5, 2008 6:41pm
I have to go in the hospital next thursday for my 2nd back surgery. I am praying this one works, I am so tired of hurting with physical pain. I …
April 29, 2008 1:30pm
I haven't written in my journal or really done much of anything this month. Seems like almost everyday my fibromyalgia has acted up this month - …
still worried about ya- much luv and big hugs girlie !
write me back and let me know u are ok - i am very worried about u.... haven't heard from u in awhile and i promise to get back to ya asap - much luv and big hugs xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx! Brandi
Hope all is well.
hey you - been awhile ! wanted to stop by ur page and say hi and tell u that things are going good for me and i hope for u too... much luv and big hugs and write me sometime and i'll get back to ya asap ! :)
Hi there-yes, I am in Louisiana-and I totally agree with you about the schools which is why I have chosen to homeschool-and I love it-Homeschooling has allowed me the priviledge of being with my kids every day and teaching them myself-it is amazing to watch them learn everyday. So where is your daughter? In Louisiana? -Have a good day and thanks!-Ellen
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I have battled depression as long as I can remember. I am 55yrs old and still think of the mental and physical abuse I suffered as a child. I have trouble trusting myself and others. I am in my 3rd marriage(5ys last month) I love him and he loves me I know but I still fall into old habits of doubting him and waiting for him to change from being such a wonderful man into someone who will hurt me.
I have severe DDD and am on SSI disability and had to fight for it, so go to one of the attorney's that spealize in this, they have a maximum they can charge and they can get this through much faster and back to the date you originally looked into it so you will have income and insurance. If you like contact me and I will give you the name of someone who will work very hard for you
I have anxiety attacks where my breathing gets really fast,my blood pressure goes up, times moves in slow motion,sounds and smells are louder and stronger than usual. I feel like I am going to die...I take my xanax and after it takes effect I am ok but I often forget to fill it on time and it usually ends up saturday nite and the trouble starts and by the time I get my medicine I am praying to die because I cannot stand it any more..
I am on disability because my anxiety got so bad I could not leave the house to work. I still avoid as many social situations as possible. I would like to over come it because I know I miss out on a lot of things.
