stargazer673's Journal

I went to the gym pretty late today...around 3:45...the place was crowded but I just stayed on the stationary bike.  Some guy on the stationary bikes was really rude.  He got a phone call while on the bike and instead of telling the person he was busy..he started a conversation with who ever was on the line with him.  But he was LOUD.  He was screaming (it sounded like he was anyway) and I could hear him over the tv...which I had loud because of him.

I called my nurse at ComCare about the voices and how they've learned my name.  I haven't got a phone call back yet...and since they are closed now I'll have to wait til tomorrow to find out what is going to be done.  Luckly I see my therapist tomorrow and I can talk about them with him. 

My therapist is a pretty cool guy.   He really seems like he cares and wants to know about what the voices are saying.  He told me last session that he wanted to talk to them...that kinda scares me.  I have no clue how to draw them out so he can talk to them and I'm not sure I want to give them that kinda freedom.

I just talked with my mom.  She said she would see about calling me tomorrow so we could get together and get my classring ordered.  She's leaving for Washington some time this week to meet up with dad.  Dad's already in Washington...he's doing something with an airplane there and will be flying it back when they finish working on it.  I kinda miss dad taking up flying when he could.  It was fun.  He would let us fly the plan...that was kinda scary.  A happy memory with dad.  He doesn't do much flying anymore but he still has his license.

Well I hope everyone is have a nice day.  Take care. Tonya