stargazer673's Journal

I went to bed around 10:30pm last night.  Hicham didn't lay with me but that's ok...he had things to do.  I had my noise machine...that thing is just awesome.  It makes it so much easier to fall asleep and it covers the noises that wake me up.

I think I'm starting my period...I know TMI...right?  Well this is a big thing because I haven't had my period since May 07...and if I'm starting my period everything is fine...YAY....I just have to wait to see if I'm just spoting or if it's the real thing.  *dances around the room*  I was so worried about this.  I know I should have seen a doctor about it but I am a little to scared to do it alone and I don't think Hicham is comfortable going with me to the doctor and I have no one else who will go with me.  I don't trust my siblings and I don' want mom to know that I haven't had my period...she will jump all over that!

Shadow did the cutes thing this morning.  He was laying in his little cubby spot in the closet.  When I looked in he made this cute cherping noise...sometimes I think he's a bird because chirps about a lot of things...but anyway he tipped his head a little so he was looking at me sideways.  I stuck my hand in to pet him and he reached out with is paw (his claws are razor sharp because I can't get him to allow me to cut them...I have to have it done at the vet and I can't afford that right now...anyway...he reaches out with his paw and nibbles a little on my hand..he lets go and jumps out of the closet and starts chirping at me.  I follow him...he wants something but he has food in his dish so I don't know what he wants.  I thought it was so cute that he chirped at me...I love hearing that because it sounds like he's happy.  He has some weird habits...but he is a sweet cat.

Enough about my cats.  I hope everyone stays warm.,..or cool...which ever fits where you live.  Take care. Tonya