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stargazer673 
3:42pm, September 7, 2009
I must have been exhasted...my nap was like 3 hours long. But I'm glad I took a nap. The voices were become unbearable...and I feel like such a wimp when it comes to dealing with them. The try so hard to take over.
I just got back from my daily walk. Soon I will be doing it at the gym...hurray. Hicham was pretty upset when I told him that I joined without going to the YMCA (but I already know what the Y has) and I feel like I would be more inclined to work out at a place that really cares that you are there. That and you know people aren't watching you...they have their very own tv on every piece of equipment...except of course the weights area. Hicham told me that I should have gone with the Y because they are cheaper but (and I've already said this I know) Genisis have more equipment. People there care... And not only that the place had a restaurant, a clothing store, hair salon, and a spa.
I just can't believe that Hicham got mad about it. I was all excited...and he didn't care...what ever. I know he thinks I won't stick to it..but I will. I will force myself to do it.
I don't know how I'm going to handle a week of the voices but maybe they will quiet a little when I start using the gym. I hope I get better results from the clinic we went to today then I've had with comcare. I feel bad about going some place different but I also feel that comcare isn't there for the well being of their clinents....or rather they have compation for those who have insurance...helping them out and pushing aside those of us who don't have insurance.
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Glad you took your walk today. The gym you are going to may cost more but at least you will be more comfortable there, the people are more caring,and it has more equipment-sounds like a nice place. You sound determined to do this and so I wish you the best of luck and if you keep busy enough and get plenty of sleep,then maybe the voices won't bother you so much. Good luck!:0)
bb4
Way to go joining the gym, I am going to try and join a place myself, but hopefully one with a pool, swimming is about all I can do. I am SO proud of you!!! I had a very long nap today myself.
ChefJess
Good on you for joining the gym! You'll stick with it, I just know. The gym sounds good.
The voices don't sound too great, but maybe you could them something to talk about. Say: "Hey, guys. Look! I'm at the gym, what do ya think?" Maybe they'll keep each other company. I know I sound flippend, but I have voices too and it's nice to think we can control them.
All the best
Love and hugs
XX
LHerman