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stargazer673 
3:42pm, September 7, 2009
I'm feeling scared right now. I'm at an all time low and the voices are screaming at me...telling me to hurt myself. I feel like I should just give up. I can't even tell my husband how I feel...I don't want him to worry....He seemed happier when I was feeling better. It would be a big let down for him.
I'm feeling watched and when I took my walk I felt like everyone was watching and talking about me.
I'm tired and scared.
I don't want to call crisis because they are going to tell me that it's all in my head and that I should be able to control it.
I was suppose to have therapy today but I totally forgot.
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Maybe you should tell your husband how you are feeling. He does love you and he wants the best for you. Can you get to therapy tomorrow-it might be a good thing to talk to someone. I am praying for you.:0)
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It could be a good thing to tell the crisis team about what is going on, and they'd be right if they said it's all in your head, because that's exactly where it is and it's their duty to sort it out.
Even if your diagnosis was changed the medication should've been adjusted to help you, not to make things worse.
No one can live daily with what you just described and still cope with daily tasks and pressures.
Lots of love and hugs
Lizelle XX
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