Journal

Jack's 6 month check up last tuesday. He weighs 18lbs 13oz and is now 27 inches long. He is doing good. He has started eating solid foods. Bought him a jumper and he gets goin in that thing he loves it. both arms in the air and just jumps and jumps and jumps. He rolls all over the place and he is gettin to where he should start crawling really soon. No teeth yet. but he has become such a little person with personality not just a baby. He is so cute. I hate that jeremy is missing it all. Danielle is doing good. keeping her reading through the summer so she don't lose what she learned in kindegarten got her her own library card she thinks she is hot shit now. cuz she can go get books. Emerald is doing good. she is kinda havin a hard time her and danielle's dad is in jail and he got sent to the prison for a 90 day evaluation and she is not taking it so well her and her dad are close. but they need to figure out what is going on in that mans head that he is 31 yrs old has 5 daughters and has to go break into a sporting store and steal 4 wheelers. It is time to grow up don't ya think?? his wife is such a cow too she is having a fit cuz me and his mom and sister are still really close and it bugs the shit out of her cuz they don't like her. she keeps saying they are trying to get us back together... sha... never gonna happen. he had his time. he fucked it up. done with that. all i care for him now if for my daughters yeah we are still friends and iwill always care for him but never gonna go nowhere I am completely and totally in love with Jeremy and he is my man. speaking of him haven't heard from him again for a while he hasn't read my message with all my questions and concerns yet. Im iss him so much. Steven is spending the summer in washington with his paternal grandparents. He is having fun but i miss him lots. I am working some crazy hours and long days. tryin to get everything caughht up and thinking about filing bankruptcy. gonna start doing something to lose this weight too i am so sick of it. I gave myself 6 months to get rid of some of it and atleast get back to a size 11 pants right now i am wearing 16's never been this big in my life!!! i hate it. gotta lose the baby weight for sure. wanna look good for Jer when he comes home in Dec. I love ya all have a great weekend.