Journal Entry for July 12, 2007
its been a while since i've come on this site, but i'd just like to mention that 'godislove' offered me a good piece of advice a few …
I love music of all kinds, its a way to escape; i can relate any song i hear back to some part of my life and i can play almost any instrument i pick up, with a bit of practice I love reading because I can escape into a book, I forget about everything else and all I experience is the character's world. I love reading fan fiction because the world of Harry Potter is my ideal place - anything is possible with magic. I love movies such as labyrinth, girl interrupted, silence of the lambs - anything a little bit more meaningful than your average film I love tv shows such as scrubs, grey's anatomy, one tree hill, alias - and i only love these because i don't watch tv, yet i buy dvd sets and when you pay $70 for 17 episodes...you HAVE to love it I love wriitng in my journal, its a day to day account of my life. and while i dont like to read over it, and would never show it to anyone, its a great way to vent and feel free from memories which are now on paper As you may have picked up, all these things I can do on my bed. Because as much as I have passions...I find it difficult to leave the peace that is my bedroom. This room has books, cds, pictures, writing tools, clothes...innocent things which surround me and hold no likeness to my life outside this room. In here, I can be who I want to be...out there, I must pretend.
I love music of all kinds, its a way to escape; i can relate any song i hear back to some part of my life and i can play almost any instrument i pick up, with a bit of practice I love reading because I can escape into a book, I forget about everything else and all I experience is the character's world. I love reading fan fiction because the world of Harry Potter is my ideal place - anything is possible with magic. I love movies such as labyrinth, girl interrupted, silence of the lambs - anything
its been a while since i've come on this site, but i'd just like to mention that 'godislove' offered me a good piece of advice a few …
i had a banana and a whole meal at a restuarant today, i'm so awesome!!!
missyS just wrote a discussion post about positive thinking...and she wrote that at our funerals, our weight won't be brought up, just the person …
eaten today: (and fully digested!!! - go me!)
one caesar salad
4 chocolate cookies
a piece of biltong
half a bowl of casserole
...of course i only ate …
i didnt finish my assignment last night.
so i was going to go into uni and finish it today before work at 2
but i slept in, and then my driving …
Hey I was reading a comment u left a girlon how 2 ask a girl out. U seem pretty expirenced in that area. U said if you keep giving d girl compliments does dat mean u fancy her. Is that like a sign?!? Cause I keep getting these lesbian vibes off my friend but i'm not sure.. and yesterday when we were getting changed 4 p.e. she grabbed me by the hips and placed her hand on my back and nearly my ass, she took it off a few sec's later but den she went bright red nd sed I just had d urge. It was quite disturbing She compliments me everyday! cud u help me? distinguis if i'm right?
Hi how are you? Yes this site is working, it is a good site. Sorry I have been busy planning a move to my with my bf. I will have more details tomorrow k. You take care and big HUGS
hi! how are you doing?
here is a huge hug...thanks for the hug you sent to me....
Thank you so much for your words!!! You made me feel better. I hope that you feel good today. I don't have much time right now, but I do want to keep talking with you and become friends. Thank you so much and take care! XOXO
At this moment I'm faint from purging, my vision is blurring in and out and i'm losing feeling in my feet. But there's no way in hell i'll eat anything. It'll just come straight back up, it always does. I drink water and chew gum to keep my mind off food, but I'm obsessed with it.
at 16 i had a miscarriage after my boyfriend dumped me for another girl. that's basically it, i've come to terms with it to a degree, but still feel shit for it. i'm glad i didn't have a child, being the age i am and in my social circumstances. yet i still feel like shit...i killed someone
I had my first kiss three years ago...and it's crazy to think of everything I've been through since. Sex, Drugs, Rock and Rock, birthcontrol, miscarriage, bisexual tendencies, lost love, flings, relationships, affairs...can i only be 17?
just another teenager unhappy in her ordinary life
I have duanesyndrome and I absolutely LOATHE it...its restricting my driving and gives me headaches. because the muscles are deteriorating its making it harder for me to see, so i'm increasingly long-sighted