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About Me
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About Me
I am a 36 year old mother of three. I have had a pretty normal life up bringing. Now I just feel lonely and empty alot but have to constatntly seem happy and responsible. I have been with the same man for 15 years. I feel we are dependent on each other more than me actually being in romantic love with him any more. Life is what I HAVE to do and I don't even know what I want at times anymore. My husband doesn't know how to deal with me during my blue days so he justs escapes in his video games and tv. He says what's wrong with me and it makes me analyze it instead of feeling healthy, like it's ok to feel bad sometimes. I need a good friend but I can't fully share who I am because I feel I would come across as crazy. But sometimes I fell like everything is OK. I want to feel like that more often.
I am a 36 year old mother of three. I have had a pretty normal life up bringing. Now I just feel lonely and empty alot but have to constatntly seem happy and responsible. I have been with the same man for 15 years. I feel we are dependent on each other more than me actually being in romantic love with him any more. Life is what I HAVE to do and I don't even know what I want at times anymore. My husband doesn't know how to deal with me during my blue days so he justs escapes in his video games and
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Interests
Nature, music (alternative indie emo rock and bass and beat techno are favorite categories), learning about people and their diversity, animals, children, horror and sci-fi, humor and true; tear jerking laughter.
Nature, music (alternative indie emo rock and bass and beat techno are favorite categories), learning
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Journal
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Hugbook
Little Love
hey girl,a hug,just for you....
Little Love
Jem LOL! I'm having a flashback. I remember me & my cousin singing & dancing to that song. What a bunch of dorks we were. LOL! Oh the crazy 80's. Thanx for the friend request! Maybe we can think of more 80 things to reminisce & laugh about. GO Thundercats! =^_^=
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Little Love
You do more than enough ,just by being my friend..friends for life..
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Little Love
thought I'd send some love your way,and thanks,for looking me up again,huggs to ya.
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Flower
Haaaaaaaaaaaaaaa,glad to see your still around,I mean it's really good to hear from you.. I'm hanging in there as usual..Hugs to ya ,and I'll talk at you later,Thor
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Support Groups
Close Depression
I am interested in loving myself more for who I am. I want to dispose of the negative things I do to cope with anger and sadness. I want my husband to understand that feeling depressed sometimes is normal and that I need his support during sad times instead of him thinking I'm insane. I never thought about medication but talking to others who feel the same over the last few discussions I joined has helped me feel empowered and I am looking forward to chatting with others soon;)!
Treatments
- Positive Thinking Working / Worked
- Writing Working / Worked
