Journal Entry for September 13, 2007
September 13, 2007 6:58pm
I absolutely love having my son, Michelle and baby Jade here. It is difficult to explain but my heart breaks everytime I am reminded of my daughter …
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About Me
I am a heartbroken mother. I have 4 children. My daughter and granddaughter lived with me. The father of her baby moved in when he was released from jail. I discovered my daughter and her boyfriend were using meth. Things got worse. I had to move and would not allow my daughter to live with me without going into rehab and leaving her abusive boyfriend. She refused to get help. She will not see me. Not a day goes by that I don't think of them and pray that she will call and accept help. It is heartwrenching. Meth has destroyed my family. I must move forward for my other 3 children and husband.
I am a heartbroken mother. I have 4 children. My daughter and granddaughter lived with me. The father of her baby moved in when he was released from jail. I discovered my daughter and her boyfriend were using meth. Things got worse. I had to move and would not allow my daughter to live with me without going into rehab and leaving her abusive boyfriend. She refused to get help. She will not see me. Not a day goes by that I don't think of them and pray that she will call and accept help. It is heartwrenching.
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Reading, cooking, I enjoy people and children make my heart smile. I love long walks with my husband. Flowers and gardening are theraputic.
Reading, cooking, I enjoy people and children make my heart smile. I love long walks with my husband.
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Journal Entry for August 4, 2007
August 4, 2007 1:57pm
Happy Saturday! It has been a whirlwind of activity and work the last 3 weeks. My son, his friend and my Grandaughter are pretty much settled …
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Journal Entry for July 26, 2007
July 26, 2007 3:44pm
Hello all of my dear Friends! This will be a quick entry. I want to stay in touch with all of you. Things are so busy. My IBS and …
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Journal Entry for July 20, 2007
July 20, 2007 2:35pm
It has been a while since I have had a chance to write. My son and his family is living here now. We are still in the process of moving …
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Journal Entry for July 12, 2007
July 12, 2007 11:41pm
Today was a quiet day. I picked up my needlepoint project after neglecting it for quite awhile. I started it after hearing my …
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I wrote this poem several years ago and hope that you will enjoy it and that it may give comfort and reassurance into the meaning of life. It goes as follows: LIFE'S JOURNEY I pray that God will bless you At the start of each new day And grant you health and happiness And friends to share your way As you journey through this life To reach that Ultimate Goal May you find peace and happiness Deap within your soul The road is long and narrow Full of trials and sufferings too But you must continually endure it As the appropriate thing to do Each of us has a tunnel Either filled with thorns or roses We must travel through the thorny tunnel To achieve heaven and the roses. Copyright, 1989, Terry M. Martini. All rights reserved. Terry
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a present full of hugs for you may you have a very blessed new years hope all is good with you gerri
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Hi, How is Wisconsin? I live in Florida, and probably have mentioned that before. I know this is busy time of year for all of us. So, I will make a short message. It would be nice to hear how you are doing, later or sooner, whatever you want. I will keep in touch after the first of the year. In meantime, God Bless you, and Merry Christmas and Happy New Year. Bryant
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