Journal

I'm 8 dpo today, pushing 9.

Last medicated cycle I was already spotting, with AF arriving the next day.  

Today I pulled a 98.6 for my BBT!  Of course that means NOTHING in the grand scheme because OHSS has seemingly (once again) resolved its self which could indicate that AF will be here.   I guess the true test will be tomorrow when I put my pants on for work and we see if they fit or not.  Today they were tight and I was SO bloated, but when I laid down tonight it was if magically the bloating had disappeared.  

I bought a 2 pack of Answer tests--the ones that say you can test 5 days early.  I'm thinking of testing tomorrow just to see the BFN so that I can stop torturing myself.   I know most would say that this is too early, and I do know that from experience my average LP with injections is 12 days...not that it means anything...and well now, I'm simply rambling now...

There were previous cycles in which I was certain that I had true OHSS...WRONG.  What I had was slight over stimulation.  Believe me there is a HUGE difference adn when you get OHSS you know it!  It is NOT pleasant.

I'm 5 dpo and its still horrible.  Last night it was so bad that I almost had my husband take me to the ER.  It was so bad that if I even touched my left hip area that I would want to cry in agony.  I had my P4 checked today and its been ruled that we will NOT give the Ovidrel booster.  Giving the booster will simply make mattters worse instead of better.  If I'm pregnant it will continue to be just as painful, or will get worse but if I'm no then it will resolve when AF comes.

Either way I just wanna feel normal again soon!  I start a new job on Tuesday.  We're moving in October--and its going to be a horrible month--not horrible as in bad, but horirble as is in busy.  Not that I'm complaining I would just like to be able to enjoy our new abode, and our road trips.

I can't believe that my last entry here was in April!  My how time has escaped me!

Lost of changes in our house hold.

July 21st I lost my job.

July 22nd my period starts after only 10 days, and a treatment cycle!  

August  25th I have a new job offer

August 28th we go and look at a sister complext that we want to move too so that we will BOTH be closer to work.

August 31st we get the call we're accepted to the new complex!

August 31st ovulation day!

I find it hard to believe that only 40 days have passed between horror and hope, but I guess that is just the normal passage of time...

So now I'm in another singular two week wait...because honestly I will not (as much as I want too) be able to try again next month--not that it will matter because I'm so pregnant!  But lets just say for some odd chance that I'm not...were looking at perhaps December.  I will be set in my job, set in the new house, and life will be looking good--as it does now...