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Hi,

as much as I don't want to do this, I have to leave for awhile.

I will still pray for all of you, as I care about all of you.

I don't know when I'll be back...

thank you all for the support you've dedicated to me, I appreciate it so much.

I hope some where along the line, I gave you all enough support back.

for those that feel they need or want to keep in touch, my email is mom7470@yahoo.com.

I will miss you guys...

love and hugs Always

Nancy

Hello

thanks for the support Nanny and stardust!

yea, we should start a group "Jackasses"...lol

sounds like someone likes OJ!!! lol, I haven't had one of those in 30 years!

I don't drink anything, afraid to mix with all the meds I'm on.

besides my liver for some reason only allows me to drink gingerale, even water hurts my liver for some reason.

Rick is doing better again, I'm still in run away mode though.

told him today, I'm still planning on going.  I need to jumpstart myself.  Get a burst of energy, and where I'm going gives me a total adrenalin rush.  a few days there and I will be running and hiking and doing all kinds of stuff I haven't done in so long.

I really want to bring Isaiah with me, but I'm afraid his mom is gonna say NO NO NO.

thought you wanted to be alone!!!

YA, without any grownups that want to push me around and tell me what I should and shouldn't do. 

I might ask her.

I sent mamma mia (movie ) to my grandaughter up north, the one that belongs to my daughter that disowned me!!!  her name is McKayla.  she was so excited to get it.

she pretty much texts me a lot, she called when she got the movie though.  said she would pretend I was watching with her, like we used to do.

I always would watch the teenie bopper movies with her, like Romey and what's her face's reunion! (lol forgot the other name).  Selena, we loved to watch.

and a bunch of others.  GREASE a definate...

she wrote and told me wehad a good time watching it. LOL  teach them all to have a great imagination.

I finished the book I wrote for her.  I'll see if there is a  way for me to post it on here.

I put my "In My Daughters Eyes" video I made Kristina for Christmas on another site, and they pulled it off.  cuz I used a song.

well, if you go on utube, you'll find tons of them!!  big sissy la la's.

weather has been awesome here.  do love that.

guess I'll try and get some sleep early tonight.

talk later,

hugs and love you guys

nancy

Hello friends,

well seems I went off the deep end here for a few days!!! running to drs. and tests is getting on my nerves.

plus the other day rick decided to be a fruitcake.  nothing wrong with comprehending that day, he really just was being a fruitcake, and yelling and blah blah blah.

told me a list of what he wants, he can be such a jackass sometimes. I want to hit him on the head with a frying pan.  but then when he's sick, I get all nervous, what an ass I am huh?

I decided to be a consultant and sell some stuff.  it's called creative memories.

they are a company that does beautiful scrapbook papers etc.  Seeing where I love to scrapbook so much, I guess I'll sell the stuff.  it really is beautiful stuff though.

happy st. patties to all you irish folks.

boy for someone who usually talks your ears off, I'm not doing so good with words.  I feel like my head is overloaded, and there just isn't anything sane to say in there.

I'll try to get back on tomorrow..see if my brain works any better. don't count on it though, doesn't seem to want to lately.

hugs

nancy