confusedandhopeless's Journal

Today she told me that she wanted me to go, that she was done hurting me, so im moving quick now. She also said, we are only taking a break, and that when she has dealt with her issues she will ask me to come back. Can anyone tell me, how i am to do that, with all ive been through? My hearts broken, my spirit shattered for the moment. I was moving anyways, but her outlook on things are just crazy, to me. Me moving has never been such a simple thing, im to go to Canada and Rest, and Relax and Heal, and work on myself, and she is going to do the same. WEll............ if this had been done yrs ago well it wouldnt be so hard to do.