Afraid
August 6, 2009 4:05pm
I am leaving in two weeks. WE talked an she has asked me to go "for now" until she can heal herself, and finally get it through her head …
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confusedandhopeless 
9:47pm, August 8, 2009
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About Me
confusedandhopeless
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About Me
i write poetry, i have a big heart and always am i let down by the ones who say they love me
i write poetry, i have a big heart and always am i let down by the ones who say they love me
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Interests
I love to read, anything and everything, that will inspire me, and help me get away for a while! I enjoy meeting new people and making new friends. I love music, and i love to dance dance dance !
I love to read, anything and everything, that will inspire me, and help me get away for a while! I enjoy
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Today
August 5, 2009 12:04am
Today she told me that she wanted me to go, that she was done hurting me, so im moving quick now. She also said, we are only taking a break, and that …
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Learning
July 31, 2009 4:43pm
Time helps us grow and learn so much about ourselves, my past experience has taught me so much about myself and where i need to work on and …
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Afraid
July 26, 2009 4:37pm
All this has changed me, going through this with her, i am not the same person anymore, ive changed in ways i truly hate and depise, and i am trying …
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Been a while for me
July 17, 2009 11:28pm
I havent written in here in quite a while! Been really busy dealing with my stress of leaving my partner, and well, its overwhelming but im currently …
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Happy Birthday,not sure when it was as I haven't been here in a bit but I hope you had a good one and keep in touch have a great day,I am off to a softball tourney soon I will be getting picked up between 7:45 and 7:50,I had to put Jessie my cat down on july 2nd so emotionally its a roller coaster ride but am doing ok.Kim
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Thank you.....Im sorry uve ben thru it too. Im glad its a part in my past thought & hopefully no where in the future......4 you too... =)
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Close Depression
i am in a relationship where my partner cheats on me . I have suffered depression for over a year now. I am looking for support and friendship
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- Cognitive Behavioral Therapy Working / Worked
- its helping
- Meditation Working / Worked
- Positive Thinking Working / Worked
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
- Writing Working / Worked
Close Female Sexual Issues
my partner, hates being whole she is, she cheats and i believe she has a sexual addiciton problem i am looking for some help to understand
Open Healthy Relationships
i am in an unhealthy relationship right now, we are in counseling but change is not coming it is for me but not for my partner i need advice and support from others
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- Writing Working / Worked
Open Lesbian Relationship Challenges
i am in a relationship with my partner. we are having problems i am in need of support
Open Physical & Emotional Abuse
i am in a situation where my partner cheats, but still tells me she loves me, i have stayed i am so confused i need help
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- Psychotherapy Too Soon to Tell
- Talking Working / Worked
Open Jealousy
my partner is a very jealous person she has cheated on me, because she thought i was doint it too her. Which i have not! I understand why she is this way, but i need support and friendship !
Open Smoking Addiction & Recovery
I have smoked for over 18 yrs. I have attempted to quit, cold turkey, and with medicines from my doctor, which in the end just made me very sick, of very very depressed. I am looking to quit with in the new year, i am in need of encouragement and positivity, which i find helps me greatly.
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- Chantix Not Working
- this medicine made me very very depressed and i think if i had stayed on it suicidal
- Cold Turkey Not Working
- i have tried when i am stressed i gave up
- Nicotine Patch Considering
- i have tried this once before, half heartedly for my partner, because of stress i just gave up but am going to try it come january again
- Willpower Not Working
- this has helped a bit i read a lot of info on nicotine and self help books, it has helped me to cut down a lot
Open Back Pain
I was in a car accident when i was 20 yrs old. I was hit by a drunk driver, i am on disabilty now i have been on it for over 18 yrs. I suffer from chronic pain, everyday, but have learned to live with it most of the time.
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- Acupressure Not Working
- Chiropractic Adjustment Working / Worked
- this helps me a lot
- Flexeril Not Working
- This medicine made me very sick
- Heat Working / Worked
- i love my hot water bottle :)
- Ibuprofen Somewhat Helpful
- this helps sometimes, when i cant manage it with my mind, but irritates my stomach to no end so i dont take it very often
- Relaxation Working / Worked
- This is the best relief sometimes for me
- Stretching Working / Worked
- this helps me immensely
Open Chronic Pain
I have had chronic pain for over 20 yrs now. I have learned to deal with it in many ways. I was hit by a drunk driver when i was twenty years old. It has been a long journery to learn how to cope. I use my mind to deal with my pain instead of pills. i also see a chiropractor regularly and get massages.
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- Chiropractic Adjustment Working / Worked
- Heat Working / Worked
- Meditation Working / Worked
Open Infidelity
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- Couples Counseling Working / Worked
- it just started but its all about her and her problem
Open Codependency
I seem to need to have a relationship and when i dont have one i am unhappy
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