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OJewel 
1:14am Saturday
I kind of sit around trying to figure out what atmosphere I want to be in next, the kinds of people I want to be around. You can't really plan for things like that.When I go to places where I think it is majical or interesting I find it does not meet my expectation. Jamie and I went to Mickey D's. He treated me cos I let him use my car to pay his bills. He thought I was depressed but really I am just thinking. I feel fortunate that I have grown up a bit and don't seek drama in those days that I am sad,nor do I define myself by poetic injustice. The thing is...I am easily influenced by my environment and I know I am meant to BE somewhere just don't know where.Donna comes over tonight...HAHA...I will suggest to her that we need to be in Starbucks!Tee.Hee.I saw these beautiful watercolor flowers in an art store. And the teacher came out and talked to me. But, the art class is more than what I would pay at my local college. So, I probably won't pay for it now. But, how many missed opportunities do I incur just simply because of cost?The art store certainly does not have antiquated courses.They have the majority of courses on the latest trend actually. And that could be fun...anyway....just another rambling from yours truly!
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it is indeed a shame that we lose out on so much just because we lack the funds,i got your latest hug,and i too wish i lived on your doorstep,we would have such fun you and i,we are so alike in many ways,another case of how we are kept back by the lack of funds,love and hugs jewe,,helen.
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