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OJewel 
7:44am, November 14, 2009
It was really educational to me watching myself carry on for over a half an hour trying to convince my friend to go to a restaurant with me. I tried everything!!!Even offering to pay a meal and I was really hurting for it.I sware Jamie puts up so much with me. I was hanging on his back pleading with him.Then hugging him around his waist, then whining like a baby Cooome AHN! Nothing worked. He said he didn't want to get in trouble with me with my mother! Ugh!!!OMG my mouth was salivating for the food and I was practically grovelling at his feet! I hate begging. Puh-lezzzzee! Nope. He wouldn't budge. Then Donna was in the neighborhood. She still hasn't paid me back and she told me I am not just paying for the food, but for the tax, their salaries, the cleanliness of the restaurant and she said she didn't want to "enable" me nevertheless she came to Jerry's with me while I got a sub and fries and then she had to leave after seven minutes and go to catch a bus. Sooooo, I was alone. But, luckily, a little girl peered in through the window and waved at me. So, I felt better!I didn't feel agoraphobic. My meds are really working. My anafranil is really helping. I hope it continues too! That all was a very educational experience for me bec. I really am addicted to eating in restaurants.
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i wish i was better at eating in restaurants,i can't seem to eat anything,when other people are around,once in a while i manage it but not often,i have been invited with my husband,to a carvery party ,i am determined to go,but my husband has to get my meal for me as i just freeze and can't go get it myself,wish me luck,love and hugs,helen.
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I wish you luck, Helen. I do know how you feel. I have felt that way before. Hugs, Jewel
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