Journal Entry for June 13, 2007
I just Had a great morning and I just wanted to let everyone know that I am glad I jopined Daily Strength. I met and wrote people …
I just Had a great morning and I just wanted to let everyone know that I am glad I jopined Daily Strength. I met and wrote people …
I am doing great today I still thing about the three miscarriages i had and wonder what if they were girls or boys what would like like.
Would …
hey girl whatz up
Just stopping by to say Hi! Hope your week started off well.
(((HUGS))) and prayers to you! May God bless you and give you peace!
have a great night and good Thursday. I am driving home to VA in the afternoon, leaving my daughter in her hubby's hands for a while.Pray for traveling mercies for us.
Kat, I will keep all of your friends in prayer. We all need all the support we can get! Please send out requests for prayers for my daughter Bethanne as she is recovering from a stem cell transplant ( her second go-round with leukemia) She is 24 years old. I am visiting with her and trying to pamper and spoil her =) Gods Blessings... Suzie
My greatgrandmother, great aunt, and an aunt had Breast Cancer
My name is Katherine and when I was 19yrs old I was told by my doctor that i needed to have another pap smear done and come back for the results because my papsmear was adnormal.Then i got a letter from my doctor and a phone call expalaing to me that I had mildsplasia and if not treated it could turn into cervical cancer talking about being in shock and scared for my life and thoughts what if this anwhat if that happens what am I going to do.I was also thinking I won't be able to have children.
when me and my sisters were younger we all found aout that my sister had asthma and was told not to smoke around her.
My whole family found out that both of my sisters have adhd and they are dlysic at a young age it was hard for them to consatait and read and write their letters correctly
both of my younger sisters have dsylaxia and it has been hard at times when i was trying to teach them they had spelled their words backwords and reading was hard for the both of them for a while. but over time they have come this ostacle in their life. Now my sister's ar 18yrs old and 14yrs old. they still tend to spell words wrong an dhave to go back and fix it but i can underatand it even though someone else may not. I have a slow learning disability so i can relate.
I am 24yrs old but I have had three miscarriages and miscarriages run a;; through my family ao i started thinking maybe it's gentic or something that miscarriages cn be passed down through generations. I have asked myself why did i do something wrong nothing i could think of could have caused them all i know that is God knew at those times i eas not ready emotinal ,physically or fincially ao he took my babies to heaven with him untill the days come that can finicaily take care of them.
I have miscarred three times and the doctors can't tell me why. There's no proof or eveidenace of them other than what i saw in the toilot and the pegancy tests i took for all three. I would have a six yr old and a three yr old and a two yrold if i would not have misscarried. I was in shock and depressed it was very hard because it's not like i could have a furnal for them or have that special time. No one new except for my sister and grandmothernot even my mom. My mom only knows about one.
as i was growing up i was depressed and no one knew it. I am better now without medication but sometimes i still catch myself wanting to be just alone with god and cry and cry untill i9 can't cry anymore.
as i was growing up i was depressed and no one knew it. I am better now without medication but sometimes i still catch myself wanting to be just alone with god and cry and cry untill i9 can't cry anymore.
as i was growing up i was depressed and no one knew it. I am better now without medication but sometimes i still catch myself wanting to be just alone with god and cry and cry untill i9 can't cry anymore.
I have always had trouble lossing weight but I am now lossing it like I want but sometimes i still have trouble at times.
I was sexual abused by my stepfather and I was also raped by another family member. I also had some very abusive realtionships some were physical but most of them were mental and verbal. And it did not help my low self esteem.
I was sexual abusied from the time I was 13 to the age of 17 when my mom and stepfather got seperated. I was being sexualy abused by my stepfather and my mother didn't even know it.
When i get stressd out i either eat or smoke or even bite my nails please someone can you give me some advice because i want to quit smoking and don't know how . I tryed so many times and i just start smoking again.
In the last three to four yrs i have been having back pains and sometimes in the middle the night it hurts so bad that i cry.
Right now i want to go to college but can't affrod it and i am ataying in a homeless shelter untill i can afford my own place.
So many boyfriends of mine in the past have cheated on me and got some other woman or girl pegant while i was pegant and misscarried and they were able to have there babies. Talking about being very anger and frustred.
I promised myself and god this time in a relationship after redidcating my life to God I was not going to particpate in sexual activty. I got baptized on easter sunday.
I come from a family where divorce runs all through my family from my gandmother and mom. But I am determaied when i get married my marriage won't end up in divorce.I have dated several guys adn two of them left me while i was pegant to date someone else and i missed carred or they cheated on me and got the other girls or woman pegant and they had there babies but i miscarred mine i feel that is so unfair but at the same time i know i better off because those guys are not helping the moms.