Journal Entry for July 21, 2007
Today I go to visit my daughter at camp, so it should be niceif my mother doesnt piss me off on the way up there.... shes bipolar to and sometimes …
Today I go to visit my daughter at camp, so it should be niceif my mother doesnt piss me off on the way up there.... shes bipolar to and sometimes …
I'm sad and I feel sorry for myself that I believed the abuse and mind games would end...but they never did. so now I wait for the Shaddy process …
I'm sad and I feel sorry for myself that I believed the abuse and mind games would end...but they never did. so now I wait for the Shaddy process …
Rules to having a mental illness FYI........ 1) You are who ever is on your birth …
Just want to run away and never look back forget every blessing around me that I refuse to see and just go.
Not much to my story life just seemed to happen and I just dont know if I can take much more Raised in a house with a bipolar mother and know I have this sick twisted unpredictable illness/blessings at times...some say its the mental illness of the creative and the genious
Jan 2006 had spider like bite turned black size of dime treated for MRSA thought was cured then MAR 2006 hip same type sore but grew to size of grapefruit in 24 hours ended up in hospital with sepsis for a week vanco IV and other antibotic tx, surgery with a draining wound 8 inches long 1inch deep and 2inches width for 2 months of healing and mental breakdown I havent returned to working as an RN and I dont plan on doing Pt care anymore...no one has real information or treatment knowledge...