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kazual 
4:15pm, November 6, 2009
Since my reduction in one med, I have been having trouble sleeping. I am going back to see what is next...
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I went to the doc's office again, like I do each month. I saw the APRN and he decided to play "Lets see what happens when we take you off of this med?" I said Okay. They are taking me off of Phenobarbital slowly. I should be able to stop in a week. We are even changing my main, breakthrough medication from Dilaudid to Oxycodone. I haven't been on hear too much and didn't let my friends know of my near trip to the ER on Sunday. It was almost bad enough for me to call for an ambulance. I was borderline afraid of over medicating myself by taking 3 dilaudid 8 mg tablets in 1 1/2 hours ...... So we switched breakthrough pain meds. I have a choice of 2 - 4 weeks of "vacationing" from the dilaudid. For now, I know what I need to do and that is to not take too much of the oxycodone. Makes it tough with the weather change overnight.
Kaz
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Kaz I truly wish I could take some of your pain...I'd keep it myself so you could have some relief! God bless you!
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You know your body sweetheart. Hang in there. Hugs, Mary
There are some of my friends who know a good deal of me. I am a fairly decent man. Never intentionally meant to harm anyone. I haven't met many of you here and one day I plan on meeting a few in person. I was sitting around and just jotted down some "thoughts". This is what I came up with. It begins with my injury to where I want to be. Enjoy.
Kaz
The wonder of it all...
I sit here thinking
thinking of how it could be.
I remember how things were
of how I use to be.
Can you tell me when?
Can you tell me how?
If you can do this for me
it would make my life complete.
We will hold hands all the time
and kiss ever so gently.
Just let me know
let me know...
if I am what you
want me to be.
Can you tell me when?
Can you tell me how?
If you can do this for me
it would make life complete.
Here you are in my dreams
waiting for me.
Together we go
walking down at the beach.
I have you in my arms
and will never let go.
Tell me how...
in the wonder of it all?
Tell me how...
in the wonder of it all?
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Don't know what to say. That's just beautiful. It definitely sounds like a great song. I know I sometimes can write things down and it is so personal to me that I feel like it could be a song. So wonderful to be in this group, even though for bad reasons. What a blessing!
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I thought either a light piano striking a few keys or some gentle strumming to a guitar would do it.
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One more thing, it is amazing what just a few hours of both physical and emotional pain can do along with my meds.
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THANKYOU!
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Those were powerful lyrics. I know what they mean and have the same thoughts.
kim
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thanks for sharing Kaz. You've given us a peek of the "inner" Kaz. Beautiful
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Awesome Kaz. I can't help but feel your loneliness. Don't forget I am here if you need me.
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hugs. hang in there. i pray you find soltions. Ihave a new jouranl entry that tells what is going on next . WE are going to get better; praises to the LORD. amen.
happychi