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notalone00 
3:55pm Wednesday
well, it has been forever since i last wrote in here... still no babies...but we are working on it ..lets see..what else..well, i have be realizing that even in the 'bad' times of life, God is still there... and the times when i think He isn't around, if i would just turn around, He is standing behind me... let HIM lead...not me. life is so much happier(overall) when i step aside and let God run my life... not saying that i don't have bad days, but even my bad days are better with Him in the picture than...well, the 'other' one that likes to see me suffer.... if i don't give the 'devil' any anything, then he can't do anything!!!!
life in general is good... i don't agret with some of the places that i'm in, but i know that in the long run, i'll be glad that i went through these times...i'm always glad that i went through the 'crap' that i went through, cause it has shaped me to help out the ppl in my life that God has placed around me...if i was never abused, then i would not understand what everyone is talking about... well, i guess for now i'll let you all go, and i'll try to write more later GOD BLESS!!!! =+)
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I think we are both finding that life is good. It is hard, and we have had to fight for alot, but it has been so worth fighting for. You are worth fighting for, our marriage is worth fighting for, and if we are ever blessed with children, they will most definitely worth fighting for!
God has been so good to us! I love you.
lucy910
Well . since you re already married , that s a big blessing you know ,that you find someone who loves you . I feel that i WONT never find someone special , and that makes me sad , i dont know , I know i have to be patience . Anyway , back to you. Since you belive in God , i encourage you to watch " Touched By an Angel " if you have Hallmark channel, 8:oo pm everyday , It will help you lots , Trust me , is a really good show ...And i feel like that too you know, I mean , i was abused by a relative when i was a kid, and that s why i behave the way i do ( childish) , some people think i m a gay and stuff, n that makes me down a bit . Feel like nobody gets me ... but i m very mature for my age, for what i ve been through . and i m grateful that i m not a jerk like 99% of men out there for what happened to me
Well hope everything gets better , and you have a baby soon
Imurfriend