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I have 3 packs of cigs left from the carton I broke down and bought on the 10th.
I don't take them with me when I leave the house or have one everytime I wake up at night.
(Which is usually 3 or 4 times.)
So THAT part of the habit is still a plus that I am continuing.
I feel bad, the cough is back (even though I didn't THINK I had a smoker's cough, I now realize that is exactly what that hacking sound is! :)
AND, the periodical wheezing is no fun either.
Last but not least, I was so "happy"(?) "proud"(?) (are those MY words? :) that I had accomplished something so I really let myself down but am ready to pick myself back up.
(While I am still breathing without oxygen.)
THIS WILL BE THE LAST TIME THIS TIME.
I will smoke these 3 packs and quit forEVER!
SHOOTING for the 1st of November (which is another damn weekend, grrrr...) so I'm looking for something symbolic with that date like the one of 8-8-08.
I'm still kicking myself for starting again as anyone with depression KNOWS, it helps NOTHING.
Just like drinking helped NOTHING!!
Although I won't be a part of Team 8-8-08, :( you ALL are my inspiration!
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awesome gaye, you have my support-and if you need to talk, i am here. dont worry about sugar-smoking comes first in the quitting department imo.
KarmicKiss
Just keep trying- with each attempt you get stronger and gain more knowledge!!!! We're here for you!!!!
forerica
All you can do is try Gaye. Just keep trying, and then one day it will end.
Good Luck. I'm here in support of you!
BIG HUG,
Joey
Keyz
Whoot! You go! I'm sp proud and happy for you too! Check this out!...my quit date this time, it's the same as the day my EX got remarried! Geez! that was Oct. 25...Sucks!
rainbowbubblz
You go girl, you are so determined. But if you fall, just pick yourself up and try again; don't beat yourself up. You have nothing to feel ashamed of, I give you all the credit in the world, Gaye. Love and hugs.
Ginger0116
I really hope you can beat that terrible nicotine habit. Not only is it expensive and stinks,it's a killer too! My beloved mom smoked for 40+ years,now has lung cancer(terminal diagnosis). My prayers are with you,Katie
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