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4mytasha 
Well, I'm back to smoking.
Not in a place in my life where I can give it up.
Quit, got more depressed.
Started after 50 days of not, got even more depressed yet.
Only smoking 3 or 4 a day instead of the usual 15 and cough is back with a vengence.
Can't win for losing.
Hate smoking.
Hate not smoking.
Hate my life.
Hate just exisiting IN life.
Clueless.
TOTALLY clueless.........
Comments
Sorry youre having a hard time. But I know when you feel stronger you'll be able to do it..... work on your mental attitude so you'll be stronger next time. God bless you!!!!
forerica
Forgive yourself. Whether you smoke or not you are still a warm, caring person and you are worthy.
Ginger0116
I'm with Ginger...... none of us are perfect, we're all just human, and look at the fact that you are only smoking a few a day as an accomplishment in itself.... you know I love you #2 xxxxxxxxxx #1
lacrossemom
im sorry that happened. the support is still here for you and when you are ready to try again, let us know!!! HUGS!
lovemy2
Missouri has a place for you to grow old...right here in my basement. it doesn't even have a door on it, so I can't lock you in it if you piss me off! Love you! It's all gonna be fine. Just don't get all crazy about starting again. Still beats drinking again!!! Whoot!
rainbowbubblez
I dont know what 2 say on this except it will come...love you and u know ya can just not ready yet. take care of u...
4sheba
So what...it isnt the endo of the world and stop beating yourself up....It will be fine and you have to take care of YOU first...at least you proved you can do it!!!!! love ya
hike
i love you. i'm back. no matter what goes on in your life i am here for you. we will think of something to get rid of those blues. god knows, i am only now getting out of my own shitty mood. xxxxxx
itsmylife