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  • About Me

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    2alone

    Female, 57
    BC, CAN
    Member since June 3, 2007

    • About Me

      I have had Bipolar I for about 15 years now. I go thru serious depressions, semi-normals & manic highs, that always get me in trouble. I have one newly married son, a beautiful daughter-in-law & a brand new 5 mo. old granddaughter named Addie.

      I have had Bipolar I for about 15 years now. I go thru serious depressions, semi-normals & manic highs, that always get me in trouble. I have one newly married son, a beautiful daughter-in-law & a brand new 5 mo. old granddaughter named Addie.

    • Interests

      I enjoy visiting with friends, going to the clubhouse I go to for mentally ill folks, writing & chatting on Daily Strength, Spending time with my son & his family, going to the ocean, Playing the piano & singing, which needs practice, talking on the phone to my new friends from all over that I met from DS. Hello my dear friends.

      I enjoy visiting with friends, going to the clubhouse I go to for mentally ill folks, writing & chatting

  • Recent Activity

    Recently:

    • 4 journal comments, 1 hug received

    Yesterday

    • 2alone gave roseypeach a prayer 9:01pm

      Hey Rosey, Thanks for the two hugs. Big squishy hugs back to you. I tried to send you an email w/lots…  

    October 27

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    October 6

    • 2alone gave koalabear23 a rainbow 11:46am

      I'm sending you this rainbow to remind you that when you're going through hard times, they won't last…  

    April 20

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    • Miss You

      From roseypeach Yesterday

      I just got home from paying the rent and getting cigs...I know just what I need, right? lol, Love you muchos!!!

    • Ray of Sunshine

      From JudyFruity November 1

      Hi Deb, thought I'd stop by and say hello, it's a blustery, rainy day with dark cloudy skies. Kind of quiet around here. I hope you are doing well. Take care and enjoy your day.
      Love,
      Judy

    • Little Love

      From roseypeach October 27

      Its me!!! I'm so tuckered out but the phone is working and so is the dsl., Can you believe it???? life is quiet right now and God's angels have been working overtime...did you notice too? no angst my friend, lets share a talk asap! call me if you need to, emailing my new number!!!! lots of big squishy hugs,
      Love,
      Rosey

    • Hug

      From roseypeach October 16

      Hey Debi!!!!! I'm at Krystal burgers using their Wifi Hotspot and I miss you!!!!! My phone was supposed to be on day before yesterday but I still have no dial tone. They tell me a technician will be out tomorrow by noon so here's hoping its done and we can talk soon! I love you and miss you terribly,
      BIG SQUISHY HUGS,
      Rosey

    • Hug

      From JudyFruity October 15

      Hi birthday twin.! How are you doing? I hope you are well. It's been cold and rainy here in NC this week, a little early for this cold weather. I hope it's not a precursor for the winter months. Well, one more day of work and then I can enjoy the weekend. Take care and stay warm. Hugs, Judy

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  • Goals

    424 days smoke free. Last update Sep 17, 08
  • Support Groups

    • Close Bipolar Disorder

      I have bipolar I & have been up & down starting with depression for around 20 years. I was only diagnosed 15years ago, & only recently found a doctor who is willing to try different medications to try to keep me stable. I've been feeling fairly stable, with a slight mania since I got my new doctor. I'm so thankful for her. She actually listens to me. She's the first to do so. I hope she's able to keep me on a level plane. With other drs, I had long depressions & crazy manias.

      Treatments

      Ativan Working / Worked
      Celexa Not Working
      Clonazepam Working / Worked
      great for mild anxiety & for sleep.
      Group Therapy Working / Worked
      It really helped to be around others who were also ill. I didn't feel so alone. We shared our experiences & encouraged each other. It was a good way to improve.
      Lamictal Working / Worked
      works well for depression & stabilizing moods
      Psychotherapy Working / Worked
      worked at the time
      Risperdal Working / Worked
      Took it for 2 days. Then got the flier. Read about it. Refused to take it another day. Terrible possible side effect. Prefer seroquel
      Seroquel Working / Worked
      After using it for approx 10 years, I now have prediabetes. The pdoc thinks it might be from the seroquel. I don't know. I don't like the other options
      Topamax Working / Worked
      I've been on these meds for 1 year, & am more stable than I've been in a long time. It's alot, but it works.
    • Close Sexual Abuse

      I have bipolar disorder & agoraphobia. These are as a result of major sexual abuse, as a child & phyical & emotional abuse as an adult.

      Treatments

      Psychotherapy Working / Worked
      I had years of therapy, & most of it helped. I'm not seeing anyone now, & it's better, cuz I'm not always thinking "abuse".
      Plendil Working / Worked
      I've been on various medications over the years. Right now, I'm on about 8 different meds - antidepressents, mood stabilizers, antianxiety pills. I'm doing well.
    • Open Diets & Weight Maintenance

      I think I'm on the yo-yo diet. For 25 years, my weight has gone up & down. I have bipolar disorder, & usually lose weight when I'm in a manic high & gain when depressed.

      Treatments

      Eating Healthier Foods Working / Worked
      I had candida (yeast infecting my entire body)& had to go on the diet. I lost approx 60 pounds in 6 months.
      Weight Watchers Not Working
      The meetings made me hungry & I'd go straight to get icecream. Also, I never got enough to eat. This was years ago.
      Scarsdale Diet Working / Worked
      Worked quite well when I did it years ago. Lost weight fast. But, it's unhealthy. Last time I tried it, I felt very unwell, & had to quit.
      Jenny Craig Working / Worked
      I was able to lose weight, but got tired of the food very quickly & the portions were to small, so quit.
    • Open Obesity

      I've been up & down in weight for 25 years. Tried numerous diets, & even diet pills. Lost lots of weight, but never keep it off.

      Treatments

      Avoid Certain Foods / Chemicals Working / Worked
      Candida Diet - Had candida throughout my entire body. Lost 60 pounds.
      Weight Watchers Working / Worked
      lost a bit of weight, but meetings made me hungry & food was too complicated to prepare. Also, I was always hungry.
      Jenny Craig Working / Worked
      Worked while I was on it. Weren't enough foods I liked, so I got bored & quit
      Scarsdale Diet Working / Worked
      Worked really well. Lost lots of weight fast. Tried to go on it again a few years later & I felt awful. It messes with you electrolytes or something
    • Open Diabetes Type 2

      Treatments

      Dietary Modification Too Soon to Tell
      Am not faithful yet-still learning
      Eating Healthier Foods Somewhat Helpful
      just now starting
    • Open Physical & Emotional Abuse

      When married, my husband controlled me mentally & physically. After 10 yrs, the violence started. I left. He conned me to come back after divorce. Brainwashed me. Now I'm still here, & confused, isolated & trapped.

      Treatments

      Abuse Counseling Somewhat Helpful
      Helps while I'm in it, but I don't feel I can leave him.
      Divorce Somewhat Helpful
      Was good for the 2 yrs apart. Then I developed bipolar & became unable to be alone.
      Forgiveness Working / Worked
      Works when I practice it.
      Group Therapy Working / Worked
      Was helpful when in one.
      Leave Working / Worked
      I left, returned, etc, etc, & am back, but not married
      Music Working / Worked
      I play the piano to comfort myself. It helps
      Psychotherapy Working / Worked
      Talking Working / Worked
    • Open Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder

      I've had PSTD since 1989, due to recalling buried memories of the horrors of sexual & SRA abuse. It happens less often, since I went through years of counselling, & made the decision to put it on the shelf. Reading about it can start it all over again. I went through yrs of depression & eventually developed bipolar disorder. That's just the way things happen sometimes, I guess. Life goes on, & I go with God.

      Treatments

      Art Working / Worked
      Drew pictures of dreams & memories. Helped as a release.
      Music Working / Worked
      Music has always been a comfort & release for me. It's been a part of my life since I was born. Playing the piano & singing really helps life me up.
      Paxil Not Working
      Psychotherapy Working / Worked
      Years of memory retrieval & emotions releasing. Journalling & discussing my dreams & fears really made the difference. It took a long time though, & I'd guess it's never really over.
      Rape Counseling Somewhat Helpful
      Reading Working / Worked
      Reading helps to educate me, & to understand what's happening to me. It gives you new ways of dealing with things. It also helps to understand others, who may be in a different situaion.
      Seroquel Working / Worked
      Supportive Care Working / Worked
      Psychiatrist, Psych nurse, community health worker, counsellor have all helped me to live again.
      Talking Working / Worked
      This has been a lifesaver for me.
      Topamax Working / Worked
      Had to go off of it due to too many intolerable side effects-memory loss, confusion, tingling in legs & hands...
    • Open Smoking Addiction & Recovery

      I smoked for 20 yrs, then quit for 4. Now, I've been at it for 2 months again, & want to quit.

      Treatments

      Cold Turkey Working / Worked
      It worked for a few weeks, but then, I was back at it.
      Nicotine Patch Working / Worked
      When I quit 4 years ago, I quit after 2 days on the patch. Now, I try it, & still crave cigs. They don't stay stuck to my skin, either, even w/alcohol
      Wellbutrin Working / Worked
      Didn't help at all
      Willpower Working / Worked
      When I quit 4 yrs ago, it worked well. I was ready. Now, my willpower is weaker. I need to work up to it.
    • Open Seasonal Affective Disorder

      I have bipolar disorder & SAD. Winters are difficult for me. In the past, I went 3 years without leaving the house, except to go to the DR. Last year, I did well, but right now, I'm finding it harder. I'd appreciate any support given.

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