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dazed1 
5:39am Thursday
I think I am changing.Instead of feeling lethargic every day/week it is every other week or so. It can be horrible. As it is easing I guess it must be due to less drinking etc and maybe the medication working.I have spoken to my supervisor/line manager about the promotion and told her some of my fears. I have to compile a file of evidence of work I have done and of course I think 'Oh, I won't have good enough evidence, I can't keep files' (I am not organised etc).
I am very prone to thinking 'I will fail'. I have read the book by Susan Jeffers 'Feel The Fear and Do It Anyway'. I recommend it. It talks about seeing almost anything as a 'win win' situation as you learn from it.
And I don't want to regret not doing this in 6 months or whatever.
I have almost put off definately telling her I will go for the promotion but when we have talked about it I have tried to be as enthusiastic as possible.I must say definately Yes soon but I am scared particularly as I look on the internet a lot at work lol.
Cross your fingers for me. Thanks
