Trying to regain the confidence I once had. I have been struggling with my weight and food addication since I can a rememeber.Depression since HS...And now a bit of anxiety as well...Now I am working and looking foward to be as happy as possible.To have better realtionships with ppl in general and let them in (no more superficial ones)..Regain the confidence and my selfworth again. Serenity prayer God, grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change, courage to change the things I can, and wisdom to know the difference.
Trying to regain the confidence I once had. I have been struggling with my weight and food addication since I can a rememeber.Depression since HS...And now a bit of anxiety as well...Now I am working and looking foward to be as happy as possible.To have better realtionships with ppl in general and let them in (no more superficial ones)..Regain the confidence and my selfworth again. Serenity prayer God, grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change, courage to change the things I can,
Movies (mostly horror), Music (rap, spanish, r&b, pop), the mall :), reading, eating, and now liking exercising and being with my family and friends.
Movies (mostly horror), Music (rap, spanish, r&b, pop), the mall :), reading, eating, and now liking
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rosie02r updated their status 9:07am
which way to turn now?…
rosie02r updated their status 5:40pm
:0 doing ok.…
rosie02r wrote a journal entry updating their Begin with Alli Program goal 5:39pm
Ok so I have been taking the alli for a number of days now..and I must say...i def. have overeaten and…
rosie02r updated their status 4:56pm
Gotta go to work.…
rosie02r wrote a journal entry updating their Begin with Alli Program goal 4:55pm
So i have been on alli...and i guess i wanted to test it so i overeat and def. had too much fat but i…
July 1, 2009 5:39pm
Ok so I have been taking the alli for a number of days now..and I must say...i def. have overeaten and including too much fat...(well I think so) but …
June 28, 2009 4:55pm
So i have been on alli...and i guess i wanted to test it so i overeat and def. had too much fat but i didn't experience the side effects it say u …
June 28, 2009 4:51pm
So i offically ended an unhealthy realtionship...I hope i stay strong and don't falter.....it was about time i freed myself.
June 26, 2009 9:04pm
i am going to leave this goal at 80% cuz i feel that how much i completed...but i am still content its a start and its a process.
June 26, 2009 8:31pm
So I went to the doctor today and I asked him if he could prescribe me...Fastin....He basically said no....said it was a WAStE Of my time and …
Im saying a pray for you with lots of love in it.
sorry, i didn't meant to comment that twice. .oh well!
the state of your goals make me ooze with happiness! you are doing so well on them!!! :)
the state of your goals make me ooze with happiness! you are doing so well on them!!! :)
the state of your goals make me ooze with happiness! you are doing so well on them!!! :)
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I have been heavy all my life....i just want to be comfortable with myself....
What can I say I am a big emotional eater...Sad, Happy, loney etc...u name it I eat.
Not sure what type of depression I have....DR. didn't say major..but i told him I wanted prozac..to help me with bulimia.
I really don't mind being a Virgin....I will have sex when I am ready...Thing I hate is that I seem to attract those men that just wanna be the "first" The last 3 "realtionships" I had and i am being serious the guys were married i didn't know at the time and basically told me they were single because they wanted to F**k me. I guess they are right 3rd time is a charm lol(being sarcastic)Dad used to accused mom of having multiple partners before they married.That left an impression for sure.
I don't have any "real" relationships with anyone. Well its gotten better with my faimily.
