Journal Entry for December 23, 2006
December 23, 2006 1:31am
Is anyone awake? Im not even the least bit tired. Christmas is coming, I haven't started shopping. My husband is at oour house, Im in an apt. He will …
DazedNConfuzed
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DazedNConfuzed
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About Me
Well, Hello everyone :) It's so nice to know I have found a place to communicate with all walks of life & people who can relate to what someone is going through!I am 41. I have 4 kids. 22, 21, 17 & 14. Man, I feel OLD...O well, can't stop time! I have been married twice. First lasted 14 yrs. ended because of abuse. Now, Im just in the 1st stages of the second. We have been married for almost 3 yrs. This one is ending cuz he told me he doesn't love me the way he should. N-I-C-E :( Thanks alot!....I was and still am in love with him, but what's the point? Movin' on again. Plus we had kids from previous marriages and that is a trial in itself.I always thought myself to be strong, but as the days go by I am getting weaker by the minute. I can't let myself fall into depression, cuz that is so damn hard to pull yourself up!
Well, Hello everyone :) It's so nice to know I have found a place to communicate with all walks of life & people who can relate to what someone is going through!I am 41. I have 4 kids. 22, 21, 17 & 14. Man, I feel OLD...O well, can't stop time! I have been married twice. First lasted 14 yrs. ended because of abuse. Now, Im just in the 1st stages of the second. We have been married for almost 3 yrs. This one is ending cuz he told me he doesn't love me the way he should. N-I-C-E :( Thanks alot!....I
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Interests? To be quite honest I have forgotten what they are. *smiling at myself*- I do have one...fishing..I love to sit on a boat with the sun shining and fish. I never get bored and when I get a hit the adrenaline gets movin'! Its awesome! I grew up with fishing- first saltwater-now fresh- Im a big bass fisherwoman! :) I love gardening and planting flowers, my digital camera, my children, outdoors, farming...well, I did. My 2nd husband was a farmer. Anyhow, I think Ive said enough :)
Interests? To be quite honest I have forgotten what they are. *smiling at myself*- I do have one...fishing..I
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hi hope you feel better kirk
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Well I hope things get better for you. You could be in my shoes. My husband and I are getting a divoce because he was cought up in one these internet stings like you see on dateline. You know where me try to have sex with young girls. Yea thats my life. We have'nt even to le our kids. I don't know what to do or how to do it. Some times I feel like your name dazedand confuzed. So it may not feel like it but it can always be worst. :) Ms Danielle
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Here's a thousand hugs for you and your family. Hope your son finds the right way in life for him. Be possitive, things have a way of working themselves out. Be carefull and keep your chin up
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It's okay, Sweetie. I understand, I care, and I am here for you. You are very special and deserve so much.
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Close Family Issues
My story...Ii was married at 18 had 4 children. Married for 14 yrs, abusive relationship. I swore Id never marry again. Wrong! I did I had my kids and he had his. 6 all together. He hated my kids. Two of mine lived with us and his visited. He would yell at mine and his he couldnt face or something. If they were wrong it was left alone. Thats just the beginning. My youngest son moved out. Gotta stand by your husband right? Tore my heart out. We are now divorcing. theres more to the story but i ran out of space
Close Depression
My son whois 14 was great in school, football--got to HS and got caught up in the wrong crowd-Last week he was involved in an armed robbery. My little boy? I was crying, angry, crying...today I see him walk in the courtroom with handcuffs on his feet, hands..he is in jail until thurs. I look to my 2nd husband needing a hug and he gives me a blank stare. I am at a low point and he doesnt care to comfort me? Now he says he doesnt love me as he should. I have the blues! we are splitting and my son is gone
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- worked- went off of it cuz I thought i was better
Open Parenting Teenagers (12-18)
My son, 14, my baby got into the wrong crowd. He is a smart kid but makes bad choices ALWAYS. IHAVE DONE EVERYTHING & NEVER GAVE UP ON HIM. Where we live gangs are all over the HS. I thought maybe he would be better at his fathers a different school, new start. Nope. Wrong.He came over last weekend and I let him see his good friends or so I thought.He committed armed robbery.MY SON? My baby? What the hell happened? He walked into court with chains on and I cried for him.I am angry,but I hurt.
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