My name is Alyssa marie.Im in high school in Clermont Florida. I have chronic headaches, depression, bi polar disorder, have been abused by ex-boyfriends and have ocd.Im also bisexual.better over the years but..i used to cut myself frequently and do things to hurt myself but ive changed.I have a boyfriend named corey and we are great and have been together for almost a year and a half. 5.16.08
My name is Alyssa marie.Im in high school in Clermont Florida. I have chronic headaches, depression, bi polar disorder, have been abused by ex-boyfriends and have ocd.Im also bisexual.better over the years but..i used to cut myself frequently and do things to hurt myself but ive changed.I have a boyfriend named corey and we are great and have been together for almost a year and a half. 5.16.08
Child care, relaxing, hanging with my man.
Child care, relaxing, hanging with my man.
October 16, 2009 1:32pm
So guess what guys im engaged! Yeah i know im fifteen but so what. I have parental consent. You should all be happy because im becoming so much …
May 20, 2009 9:35am
So lately ive been alot happier. Ive been getting away from my dad during the weekend..less fighting with my boyfriend wich now we have been together …
April 9, 2009 10:44am
Lately ive been better..havent cut myself AT ALL IN LIKE 1 YEAR..I feel great about that but im still very depressed about things..and look im almost …
June 16, 2007 11:52am
Wow...Last past days have totally went like passed my mind and like i couldnt see...Ive been listening to metal..and rock n shyt im just so used to …
Just be your self.learn to love your self like others love you. You cannot hurt yourself if you love yourself.
Hope u ok. Big hug N a Big Smile from across the atlantic. xxx
hiya i know how u feel with the cutting busnis, well hope it gets betta soon, and im telling u ur not left out in the world. promis :] x x
hi hows it going?
HUGGSSSSS
Well...When i was like 8 or 9 i found out that i liked girls and eevrything so i become bi and started dating girls. My friends and dad and step mom know but not my mom.
Well i have ocd and i am very depressed alot and have panic attacks basiclly i dont know what to do i get so messed up and frustrated
Umm i am not a vifgin and i want to you know but i am kinda scared
Umm well my parents have been divorced almost a year wich sucks man cause inever see my mom...Uhh what do i do?
Well...Yeah i like girls but i like guys too but im more with guys i guess thats why i am bi lol..
Well when i was 12 i was ina very abusive relationship and my ex use to hit me and throw me into walls and slap me..And even before that my dad use to throw me arund and hit me hard n punch me and it was all after my parents go divorced
As you may already know i cut myself..but theres more i punch myself hit walls scream real loud hit the doors and all other kinds of stuff
About 1 month or so ago i started making my self throw up and it became a almost everyday thing..
I have smoked ciggaretes since like age 10 or 11..i never culd stop..its hard and i dont know how..i just wanan die cuz my grandpa just had cancer and died a little while after
Well ever since i was like about 11 ive been so depressed.Last year my grandparents died and it made it worse. And then i was abused by an ex bf...But now i have a good bf and ive been with him for 7 months and its great. And i just get treated like crap not by him by my parents...need....help!
Well i have had to sexual relationships...im in the second one now..i love him hes amazing...
Well about nine months ago i ended a 8month relationship with a halfway decent guy. I was half dependent and indedpendednt! i guess he didnt like it. And it was a problem cause i was underage and he was already almost 18. it stunk but you know what i moved on and now im in a great relationship with the most wonderful man ever!
Well yeah i do smoke.It makes me feel so much better and takes away my pain and its gone for hours..i love the feeling of being free when i smoke weed
