Journal Entry for December 2, 2008
Things are much better at home. Jeff and I worked hard at working things out. I took a long break from Daily strength because of all the not so …
I am a wfe and mom to 5. I love to garden and do crafts. The thing a like the best is my family.
I am a wfe and mom to 5. I love to garden and do crafts. The thing a like the best is my family.
Things are much better at home. Jeff and I worked hard at working things out. I took a long break from Daily strength because of all the not so …
Well I put Jeff out and I'm pretty sad but it is what has been comming for quite a while. He needs to understand that I mean what I said. I …
What a horrible day this has been. I am in a flare from stress and just don't know what to do anymore. I have come to a very difficult decision …
We are moving. I took Jeff to see the house and he said it's ok. I know when I get in there and decorate and get furniture arranged he will like …
HUGS FOR YOU
I HOPE YOU SMILE AT THESE: These are from a book called Disorder in the American Courts, and are things people actually said in court, word for word, taken down and now published by court reporters ATTORNEY: She had three children, right? WITNESS: Yes. ATTORNEY: How many were boys? WITNESS: None. ATTORNEY: Were there any girls? WITNESS: Your Honor, I think I need a different attorney. Can I get a new attorney? ____________________________________________ ATTORNEY: How was your first marriage terminated? WITNESS: By death. ATTORNEY: And by whose death was it terminated? WITNESS: Take a guess.
some day all of a sudden you will start to feel better. I have found many cute sweat suits, and light weight sneakers. pumma, stchechters. not processing well this morning.Hope you have a better day today.
If I call you friend, You will always share a piece of my heart. I will always pride myself, To always be true to you. As much as I need friends, So must you. I will also share a place in your heart, To be there whenever you need me. I may not be there in flesh, But I will always be there in spirit. I will cope with your moods, And try to understand your needs. When you are angry, I will laugh with you. As sadness overwhelms you, We will cry together. If you feel down and kicked, I will pick you up and brush away your doubts. When you think you can't continue, I will remind you that you can. As you become discouraged, I will boost your ego high. At times when you wish to talk, My attention will all be yours. Being a friend I don't take lightly, It's my desire, never a chore. At times when you must mourn, I shall mourn with you. If you need some silence, yet not be alone, We will sit together in the peace of quiet. When you wish to play, You will always have a playmate. When you feel on top of the world, I'll pat your back and tell you, you deserve to be. You will never be completely alone, A piece of me will always be with you. One thing I can always give, Is the gift of friendship for you to accept. Allow our friendship to make you smile, Bring joy to your life as you have to mine. When you become confused and lose your way, Let me guide you in the right direction. Lean on me when you need support, Let me share your sorrow and pain. What good can a friend really be, If you cannot understand we will always care. If I call you friend, You will always know, A friend you have in me.
I feel exactly how you do! It's like you took the words right out of my mouth. I have felt so all alone with this illness because nobody gets what it does to you. I use to enjoy life. Now I just try to get through each day. I rarely go out of the house because by the time I get ready I am already too tired to do anything. That is if I have the motivation to even get ready. I do have to to to work because I live alone and of course have a mortgage and all the usual bills to pay. Fortunately my employer has been very kind and understanding when I have to be off because I am feeling too lousy to work. Most weekends all I do is my laundry and rest up so I can make it through the next work week. I am on an emotional roller coaster ride. If I feel good for a while and my spirits get lifted then I try to do something good for myself like exercise and then I am down again and back to being depressed. It sucks!!! I see other people living their lives and I am so jealous. I feel like there is no point to my existence if I don't have any joy. I have no husband. I do have a beautiful daughter and granddaughter but they live in Oregon and I live in Arizona and I only get to see them once a year. I used to get my granddaughter for 4 or 5 weeks in the summer but now I am lucky if I have enough energy to make it through taking care of her for two weeks. I don't want her to remember me as the boring pathetic person that I have become. Four years ago I was able to keep up with her and show her a good time and we had so much fun together. Last year I was not able to do much of anything with her and I had to apologize to her for not being as fun as I used to be. Sorry for ranting on. I just feel like you can understand exactly how I feel after reading your posting. I hope we can communicate with each other and maybe try to help each other get through the tough times. Can I add you as a friend? Hugs:)
I'm suzi wife and mom of 5. I have just been dx with fibro/cf. Dr said he thinks I got it after a horrible infection in my bloodstream and all through my body after a dr cut my bowel and sewed me back up and ignored a bowel obstrut. I had 4 major surgeries to try and repair it. Alot of other things happened in my 8 mo nightmare I have fb/cf and adhesions that are painful too. I hope to make great friendships here and get much needed info.
I just wanted to post a warning and my story
I got this infection after I spent a good part of 6 months in the hospital. They tried to treat it with vancomyacin but I had severe reactions to it and then it was recalled but I was never told why. Dr's told me it was no big deal but I noticed on my chart last week that it is stickered as a warning that I have it.