Losses ....Mom 1-18-09 Dad 12-2-06 Stillbirth 4-25-06, 2 late term miscarriages, ..and recently shunned from Catholic inlaws and disassociating myself from my criminal sister and her family....Its soo many people to lose and I am a relationship person..........life is fragile.... ...I am trying to find myself again..Im goofy and silly and love life and making people laugh is ME... im ALL ABOUT BEING A MOM...LIVE FOR IT...LOVE IT...DIE FOR IT....I belong to many communities because I find that I have commonalities with many of them, not neccessarily me, but my family too. I am trying to be real and feel, and make the most out of this life. I struggle with the daily demands of my family and daily strength is where I escape and reveal my true self, I have nothing to hide.MOST RECENT CRISIS is tough, my sister & family embezzled/credit theft/ from my parents estate an estimated 300K -400K and it was to care for my parents. it makes me feel so sad that the woman I trusted so much would do that to our parents, to my family...my brother needs a heart transplant and could use financial help. Im frightened once he is gone, my family will disolve because I dont want to have relationships with my conspiring, criminal sister or her children and husband, they are immoral and heartless.
Losses ....Mom 1-18-09 Dad 12-2-06 Stillbirth 4-25-06, 2 late term miscarriages, ..and recently shunned from Catholic inlaws and disassociating myself from my criminal sister and her family....Its soo many people to lose and I am a relationship person..........life is fragile.... ...I am trying to find myself again..Im goofy and silly and love life and making people laugh is ME... im ALL ABOUT BEING A MOM...LIVE FOR IT...LOVE IT...DIE FOR IT....I belong to many communities because I find that I have
I love PEOPLE, skyviews, the ocean, horses and pets, (7) dancing, singing, playing with my kids, watching reality tv, computer, cooking original recipes, pampering myself and my daughter, time with my hubby and kids and just getting out of the house for a meal! I am blessed but struggling to get back to the super-high functioning-super-duper resillient Judy..I struggle more now, but I never stop loving and being the best mom I can be. Im a bit old fashioned I think. ANd I LOVE MY HUSBAND>
I love PEOPLE, skyviews, the ocean, horses and pets, (7) dancing, singing, playing with my kids, watching
October 27, 2009 1:01am
Not sure bout that one but my temper is gnerally pretty long but lately seems short...hmm...hormones? teenagers? Oh well....
Jeannie's son …
October 26, 2009 1:47am
Kevin got free lessons on the skateboard at the park today and had a huge smile...I took pics and told him I was proud of him....he has never taken …
TRICK OR TREAT ????? OF COURSE YOU GET A TREAT , HAVE SOME CHOCOLATE . XOXXOXOXOXO LOVE YOU .
I'V NEVER WATCHED OBSESSED ,SOUNDS SCARY . WAS IT ON T.V ? I WILL WATCH IT IF I SEE IT ON . OXXOXOXXO LOVE YOU .
It's true about exercise. I was exercising regularly before the job change, now I've stopped because my hours are longer. I think you're right. If I force myself to try to fit something in, even if it's late in the evening, it will probably help.
hope you better soon
hope u have a great day!!
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Christian and loyal wife..but dealing with losses..I lost a baby at term from a lousy pregnancy in 4/06 and was devestated. Daddy died in december. I was blessed to have him as long as I did, he was born in 1918 and was 47 when I was born.MOther of 4 beautiful children ages 7-13. and 5 in heaven...I love them all.Mom has alzheimers
I generally can handle oodles of stress but I have to cope with issues as they come up and tackle them with the source head on, struggling with PTSD due to my ex and his abusive ways.
Miscarriages 4! 4 live Babies and 1 stillborn,I love children but God no longer has control over this aspect of my life, I think nature takes its course.
cAR ACCIDENT 3 YEARS AGO
I gained 30 pounds after a car accident- now Im 42 slow metab and not motivated, Im now 50 pounds overweight, but dont look it, but I care!!
My twins turn 13 in a month and they are mouthy. ONe twin is on meds for emotional disturbance. This ride looks like a challenge to me!!
Im 42 and may be perimenopausal. Ive done nothing yet.
Lost a child, father, brother, and stress is turning my anxiety into sorrow...MY SON ALSO HAS IT
grief..death...loss...keeps happening.
I cant believe MASSAGE ISNT ON HERE OR JACUZZI
I have a son who is E.D. and has been in and out of public school, I also have 3 other children who are currently in public school, but only 1 will probably stay there. I have hs'd and have a pretty good knowledge of abeka and BJU, but I need help challenging a brilliant child, Im not bragging ok, his IQ is higher than mine. If you homeschool please add me as your friend, I SOOOO could have used this when I lost Sarah...
4 kids- homeschool 1 ....maybe 2 then three...but probably never 4- have taught K,1,2,3,4,5,6, skipped 7 due to stilbirth and lack of support system, now doing 8th, have hsd up to 4 at one time...very hard
Twins with adhd, now 13...phew...my 7 yo possibly...certain things have improved greatly...meds are stable
I communicate my feelings but he doesnt like that. He dishes it out but cant take it. Just when I think we are talking and working on issues he thinks Im bitching...
written in my diary 1/31/2008.... I LOST SARAH 4/25/06 AT TERM. 4 MISCARRIAGES, 4 LIVE CHILDREN AND THEN HER...
INjured in a car accident
my sons, hubby and me
My twin 14 year old is bipolar and possibly psychotic. He has melt downs and temper tantrums almost daily. Im spent
SON WAS NEVER CONSIDERED ASBGERGERS UNTIL HE WENT OFF HIS RESPERDAL. NOW HE IS.FOR NOW, WE ARE OBSERVING HIM WITHOUT IT...A DIFFERENT KID
THINGS ARE CHALLENGING.
I want to help inspire and pray and help to provide if I can.....Im humbled by my blessings.
Inlaws are Catholic
I need to terminate my relationship with my sister and her family...they are cons, crooks, criminals, and they have betrayed and stole from my parents and are not worthy of functional relationships with my family.
