Losses ....Stillbirth 4-25-06, photo of me pregnant 3/06 2 late term miscarriages, and dad died in 12/06...dealing with an emo twins...and demanding family......life is fragile.... ...I am trying to find myself again..Im goofy and silly and love life and making people laugh is ME... im ALL ABOUT BEING A MOM...LIVE FOR IT...LOVE IT...DIE FOR IT....I belong to many communities because I find that I have commonalities with many of them, not neccessarily me, but my family too. I am trying to be real and feel, and make the most out of this life. I struggle with the daily demands of my family and daily strength is where I escape and reveal my true self, I have nothng to hide.
I love PEOPLE, skyviews, the ocean, horses and pets, (7) dancing, singing, playing with my kids, watching reality tv, computer, cooking original recipes, pampering myself and my daughter, time with my hubby and kids and just getting out of the house for a meal! I am blessed but struggling to get back to the super-high functioning-super-duper resillient Judy..I struggle more now, but I never stop loving and being the best mom I can be. Im a bit old fashioned I think. ANd I LOVE MY HUSBAND>
November 19, 2008 9:37pm
Although hunters can sometimes excuse the conditions their dogs are in and claim they've been lost for a long time, calling animal control is …
November 1, 2008 9:28pm
Matt will be starting his new job I have to go to California now but being sick, I won't be able to go near Mom, and not sure how sister will …
October 31, 2008 11:42pm
So, I improvised....hairspray.....bleached flour on a brush....lotion on the face with flour over the top......I will show you'all some pictures …
Hey, just wanted to give a shout out, hope all is going well.
Hey! What's going on? Call when you can. I miss talking to you. Good, bad or no comment on Thanksgiving?
hope you have a good thanksgiving .oxxoxox love you
Did you ever try Sleepytime Tea by Celestial Seasonings? Works like a charm and is all natural.
thankyou, I've tried smashing my whole house, many times in my younger years. but I don't do that anymore. I like to write and vent when I'm mad. I also try to redo and process myself about the particular area the problem is from ,and see if he didn't trigger something on me. but this time in particular, I think he was just plain concerned about having cancer. he's never had anything like that, it scared him pretty bad. he's going to counseling, they must've worked at it, because he said sorry, and is trying more. I"ve been married 40 years. I have accepted all his faults, and I assume he's accepted all mine. I'm overly sensitive these days. doesn't take much to upset me. I guess that's because I'm going through the PTSD anger part...and I hate being angry. so if he ticks me off...I go for the gusto! anyway, it's better now. thanks again...
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Christian and loyal wife..but dealing with losses..I lost a baby at term from a lousy pregnancy in 4/06 and was devestated. Daddy died in december. I was blessed to have him as long as I did, he was born in 1918 and was 47 when I was born.MOther of 4 beautiful children ages 7-13. and 5 in heaven...I love them all.Mom has alzheimers
I generally can handle oodles of stress but I have to cope with issues as they come up and tackle them with the source head on, struggling with PTSD due to my ex and his abusive ways.
Highly allergic to dust EVERYWHERE
Miscarriages 4! 4 live Babies and 1 stillborn,I love children but God no longer has control over this aspect of my life, I think nature takes its course.
cAR ACCIDENT 3 YEARS AGO
I gained 30 pounds after a car accident- now Im 42 slow metab and not motivated, Im now 50 pounds overweight, but dont look it, but I care!!
My twins turn 13 in a month and they are mouthy. ONe twin is on meds for emotional disturbance. This ride looks like a challenge to me!!
Im 42 and may be perimenopausal. Ive done nothing yet.
Lost a child, father, brother, and stress is turning my anxiety into sorrow...MY SON ALSO HAS IT
grief..death...loss...keeps happening.
I cant believe MASSAGE ISNT ON HERE OR JACUZZI
I have a son who is E.D. and has been in and out of public school, I also have 3 other children who are currently in public school, but only 1 will probably stay there. I have hs'd and have a pretty good knowledge of abeka and BJU, but I need help challenging a brilliant child, Im not bragging ok, his IQ is higher than mine. If you homeschool please add me as your friend, I SOOOO could have used this when I lost Sarah...
4 kids- homeschool 1 ....maybe 2 then three...but probably never 4- have taught K,1,2,3,4,5,6, skipped 7 due to stilbirth and lack of support system, now doing 8th, have hsd up to 4 at one time...very hard
Twins with adhd, now 13...phew...my 7 yo possibly...certain things have improved greatly...meds are stable
I communicate my feelings but he doesnt like that. He dishes it out but cant take it. Just when I think we are talking and working on issues he thinks Im bitching...
Doesnt everyone?
written in my diary 1/31/2008.... I LOST SARAH 4/25/06 AT TERM. 4 MISCARRIAGES, 4 LIVE CHILDREN AND THEN HER...
INjured in a car accident
my sons, hubby and me
My twin 14 year old is bipolar and possibly psychotic. He has melt downs and temper tantrums almost daily. Im spent
SON WAS NEVER CONSIDERED ASBGERGERS UNTIL HE WENT OFF HIS RESPERDAL. NOW HE IS.FOR NOW, WE ARE OBSERVING HIM WITHOUT IT...A DIFFERENT KID
THINGS ARE CHALLENGING.
