Journal Entry for October 12, 2009
3yrs nov 22
3 hugs given, 3 hugs received, 2 discussion posts
marie32 and sparkinthedark are now friends 1:08am
marie32 gave sadandlonelyalot a hug 12:03am
am here if you need a chat x…
marie32 gave sparkinthedark a hug 11:52pm
thank you its being tobe the norm for me its been that long am glad iv got it off my chested big hugs…
marie32 gave Isobelle a thanks 11:17pm
thank you so much x…
marie32 wrote a discussion post in the Bipolar Disorder support group: help 10:56pm
hi all i have bpd depression anxiety panic attacks the problem is when am going to sleep people talk…
3yrs nov 22
hi miss you all am doing great hope you all are iv losted 3 and a half stone going the gym alot at the moment cant go out got the flu so in alot of …
want out of this trap
I hope you feel better soon :)
I'm sorry you're feeling so badly, I hope things improve for you. I'm here for you if you ever need me =)
Here comes a enormous HUG. Carefull, don't let it bump you over!! It's traveling at high speed.
Congrats, keep at it!!!!!
anxitey phoias not going out scared of tablets had a drink problem becase of this been drink free 4 6 month never again am scared of that
dizzy sweating cant go out am fighting it everyday pain in my chest am a worrier thats hard for me to say cant sleep am not letting it take over my life its hard
headachs feeling sick all smells kick it off need help my heart then beats to fast
well wot do i say love my food
hi iv self harmed for 6 years havent done it in 9 months
it still hard for me to say my cousin sexual abused me when i was about 5 or 7yrs sorry i dont like to talk about it as i cant have a boyfriend beacose of the the things he done feel dirty sorry thats all i can say
got 2 girls lucky to have them hope to have more but its hard
iv been on diazepam off them a year ago now on sleepers the doctor wants me back on diazepam am scared i cant go though it again i was drinking with them messed my head up bad now getting my life back
mybe it was me i went to a mans house after a night club i told him no and he had sex with me i still see is face its hard but no means no don t it
had this when i was 15 but ots come back at 32 i alway wake up with a runny nose got headachs itchy all over my body
cant go out on my own its so hard
my kids dad got 10yrs he done 5yrs he got out last month
i smoke 20 to 30 a day one after the other doctor told me to stop but i like smoking i dont drink or go clubs ex