Journal Entry for October 12, 2009
October 12, 2009 5:34pm
3yrs nov 22
marie32
8:41pm, August 21, 2009
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marie32
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hi am back
August 19, 2009 2:18pm
hi miss you all am doing great hope you all are iv losted 3 and a half stone going the gym alot at the moment cant go out got the flu so in alot of …
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Hug
Here comes a enormous HUG. Carefull, don't let it bump you over!! It's traveling at high speed.
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High Five
Congrats, keep at it!!!!!
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Sorry
I'm sorry to see that you have slightly stumbled, and very glad to see, that you're getting up, and trying again. That is how life is. Fall down, get up, and try again. That's how we learn our lessons in life. Everytime we get up and start again, we grow stronger. Keep your eyes on Jesus and His Almighty Love, and He will dust you off, everytime when you fall, and stop the wounds from bleeding. He will reward you for keeping on trying. Your life will become more positive, and less negative. Blessings and tons of hugs and kisses.XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO
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Sorry on the last one that was meant to be you are an insperation. I am using a touch screen phone and it is taking me a while to get uses to it.
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Congrats
Well done on losing weight. You ate an insperation.
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Goals
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Support Groups
Close Panic Attacks
anxitey phoias not going out scared of tablets had a drink problem becase of this been drink free 4 6 month never again am scared of that
Treatments
- Compazine Working / Worked
- Trazodone Too Soon to Tell
- made me worst
- Elavil Not Working
- never again
- Lunesta Working / Worked
- good dont take it every night
- Valium Working / Worked
- Forgiveness Working / Worked
- am trying to forgive my mum and forgive the people who hurt me its so hard
- Cyclizine Working / Worked
Close Anxiety
dizzy sweating cant go out am fighting it everyday pain in my chest am a worrier thats hard for me to say cant sleep am not letting it take over my life its hard
Treatments
- Remeron Considering
- am scared of tablets of the side effects
- Inderal Working / Worked
- working have bad night mares i start on 20mg now on 40mg sick 4 2 days now am on 80mg
- Trazodone Too Soon to Tell
- Compazine Working / Worked
- Elavil Not Working
- just wanted to sleep
- Valium Working / Worked
- Lunesta Working / Worked
- Forgiveness Working / Worked
- Cyclizine Working / Worked
Open Obsessive Compulsive Disorder (OCD)
Treatments
Open Alcoholism
Treatments
- Detox Not Working
- havent had a drink in 7 months i detox at hone the doctor never give me the ribht dose so i done it the hard way but am sober i will never go back
- Sleep Considering
- mirzpine scared to take dont want to free out of it am all ready mad
- Valium Not Working
- i drank and addived to dazepan then i went crazy now dont drink or take drugs
- Clonazepam Somewhat Helpful
- detoxed the doctor give ma wroung dose it messed me up
- Detox Working / Worked
- detox was the hardest thing iv done in my life if i new wot drink counld do to u i would of never drank we all think its good at the time but do relise wot harm it dos not just to us but others never again
- Librium Somewhat Helpful
- doctor give me the wrong dose i was on less then i should of been on could of died need more but now over the worst if anyone taking them make sure there the right dose
- Forgiveness Working / Worked
- myself my family
- Trazodone Working / Worked
- Cyclizine Working / Worked
Open Migraine Headaches
headachs feeling sick all smells kick it off need help my heart then beats to fast
Treatments
Open Diets & Weight Maintenance
well wot do i say love my food
Treatments
- Atkins Diet Somewhat Helpful
- just on it for 3 day made me feel ill
- Xenical Too Soon to Tell
- just start will let you know love my food to much am eating sitting here lol
- Forgiveness Working / Worked
- Slimming World Working / Worked
- just started it am dry all the time all i do is drink water hope it works
Open Self-Injury
hi iv self harmed for 6 years havent done it in 9 months
Treatments
- Remeron Working / Worked
- am on 30mg going up to 45mg
- Forgiveness Working / Worked
- Trazodone Working / Worked
- Cyclizine Working / Worked
Open Sexual Abuse
it still hard for me to say my cousin sexual abused me when i was about 5 or 7yrs sorry i dont like to talk about it as i cant have a boyfriend beacose of the the things he done feel dirty sorry thats all i can say
Treatments
- Forgiveness Working / Worked
- try to for give them its so hard
Open Polycystic Ovarian Syndrome (PCOS)
got 2 girls lucky to have them hope to have more but its hard
Open Prescription Drug Abuse
iv been on diazepam off them a year ago now on sleepers the doctor wants me back on diazepam am scared i cant go though it again i was drinking with them messed my head up bad now getting my life back
Treatments
Open Rape
mybe it was me i went to a mans house after a night club i told him no and he had sex with me i still see is face its hard but no means no don t it
Open Food Allergies
had this when i was 15 but ots come back at 32 i alway wake up with a runny nose got headachs itchy all over my body
Open Irritable Bowel Syndrome (IBS)
marie32 hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Phobia
Type: Agoraphobia (fear of open spaces)cant go out on my own its so hard
Treatments
- Forgiveness Working / Worked
- scared of people becose of whot iv been though
- Trazodone Working / Worked
- Cyclizine Working / Worked
- i had i sickness phobia iv got some of my life back with these
Open Families of Prisoners
my kids dad got 10yrs he done 5yrs he got out last month
Open Bipolar Disorder
marie32 hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Asthma
marie32 hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Smoking Addiction & Recovery
i smoke 20 to 30 a day one after the other doctor told me to stop but i like smoking i dont drink or go clubs ex
Treatments
- Nicotrol Inhaler Considering
- iv tryed one time but give up after the first pull but hope to try again in need of support
