June 27
June 28, 2009 1:44am
Today my Mom would have been 71
Seems she died too soon
but who am i to say what God decides
I do miss you Mom
Today me and my sisters …
catbalou
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About Me
catbalou
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About Me
I've quit drinking and smoking for hopefully the last time. Think my emotional state is like a rollercoaster, I never know what to expect, but i'll deal with it somehow. I'd like to be happy in my own skin. Is this even possible
I've quit drinking and smoking for hopefully the last time. Think my emotional state is like a rollercoaster, I never know what to expect, but i'll deal with it somehow. I'd like to be happy in my own skin. Is this even possible
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Interests
walks, beaches, music, movies, poetry
walks, beaches, music, movies, poetry
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Recent Activity
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Temptation
June 19, 2009 1:39am
Will it ever get easier, and i wish i knew when. My mouth gets watery when my co-workers talk about margeritas. I get cold skin when i hear plans of …
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Sober life
June 8, 2009 12:14am
Life is so much more vivid now
I just can't believe how long i've been without a drink
Never made it passed the one month mark in …
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Journal Entry for June 3, 2009
June 3, 2009 1:04am
May 31 last day to smoke
three days now
dates on here are not accurate
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Journal Entry for June 3, 2009
June 3, 2009 12:58am
I always wonder why i couldn't stop at one drink
So i know i can't drink today
talked to a coworker today
who is scared from having …
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Hugbook
Hug
Think good thoughts, be joyful, your kids are your refuge. Smile for me.
Little Love
I think you know why I'm sending this...(I hope you do!)
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Hug
Here is a big hug for you...I am thinking about you...
Hug
you too! =)
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Moment of Peace
Hello
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Photos
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Goals
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Support Groups
Close Bereavement
Type: Loss of a ParentMy mother just died last week and i am trying to get passed my grief, and learn and get strength from others in the same situation.
Treatments
- Crying Working / Worked
- My tears just come at stoplights, grocery stores, work, and mostly at night.
Close Physical & Emotional Abuse
Treatments
- Abuse Counseling Working / Worked
- I was in an abusive relationship for 7 years, and have been free for 4.
Open Alcoholism
I keep trying to stay sober, but don't seem to make it longer than 2 weeks, but i will keep trying, and need somewhere to vent, anger or loneliness seems to be the main triggers for me. I'm an adult child of an alcoholic, but she was sober 35 yrs before she died, so i have hope for myself. I drank last night til i passed out, and now i know i have to stop.
Open Loneliness
I feel lonely around family and people i know, and have a habit of isolating myself, which makes it easier not to deal with people.
