When will the madness stop
June 23, 2009 8:06pm
Today is 6/23/09. I just weighed myself and am 175 lbs. This is truly the heaviest I have ever been. I have been bingeing and …
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willow0371
8:00pm, June 23, 2009
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About Me
willow0371
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About Me
I am a 38 year old female, been married 17+ years have a wonderful 17 year old son. I am also the mom of 1 dog Olivia (8 yrs) 3 cats: Sophie (7 years), Zack & Simon (5 years). I work in higher education. I love vacations, reading and spending time with my family. I live near the beach and enjoy the tranquility of the ocean and New England life. I am born again Pagan and look to my Earth Mother for support. Blessed be
I am a 38 year old female, been married 17+ years have a wonderful 17 year old son. I am also the mom of 1 dog Olivia (8 yrs) 3 cats: Sophie (7 years), Zack & Simon (5 years). I work in higher education. I love vacations, reading and spending time with my family. I live near the beach and enjoy the tranquility of the ocean and New England life. I am born again Pagan and look to my Earth Mother for support. Blessed be
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Going to the beach, and anything to do with nature. I also love to kayak, hike and read. I try to get to the gym 3 times a week. work full time. I grew up in CT, now live in NH. Oh yeah... GO YANKEES!!!
Going to the beach, and anything to do with nature. I also love to kayak, hike and read. I try to get
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Journaling for 08/01/2008-in advance
July 29, 2008 7:30pm
Okay here we go again!
I am going to talk to Dr Monica tomorrow about the generic Wellbutrin and all the swelling & weight gain.
While …
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Journal Entry for November 28, 2007
November 28, 2007 11:27pm
I weigh in Thursday mornings.
167.8-4/24
167.4-5/01 (LOSS .4)
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I'm so sorry you suffer from depression. I too am afflicted with this terrible ailment. Hoping to find comfort here & give/receive support~GOD BLESS
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thanku for ur post.It gives me hope that my counsellor will be able to help me .I am starting on mon.how are you coping with binge eating at the moment? I do believe its true that we plan our binge eating..... nina
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My Wishes For You I look to the new year and my wish for you; Peace within your heart Love from family and friends Faith to guide your way Hope to to make it through each day Sunshine to light the day Heavenly Stars to wish upon Rainbows to to let you know there is a tomorrow A tear to show compassion A heart to hold the love But most of all I wish for you to feel my hand in yours, To know I am here if you stumble or fall. To bring you cheer, to bring you love, to return the love you always share with me. Teresa
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I Wish You... When you are lonely I wish you love. When you are down I wish you joy. When you are troubled I wish you peace. When things are complicated I wish you simple beauty. When things are chaotic I wish you inner peace. When things look empty I wish you hope... Teresa
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Support Groups
Close Diets & Weight Maintenance
I am a 36 year old female who is trying to lose 10-20 pounds. Looking for some moral support from people who understand.
Treatments
- Avoid Certain Foods / Chemicals Somewhat Helpful
- I believe that cutting out certain foods, makes you want them more
- Body for Life Somewhat Helpful
- Recipes became boring
- Eating Healthier Foods Working / Worked
- Works when I stick too it
- Eat Less Somewhat Helpful
- Hard to stick to when you go out to eat
- Weight Watchers Working / Worked
- Worked when I did it, but could not stand counting points
Close Parenting Teenagers (12-18)
I am a 36 yr old mom of a 15 year old son. He and I are both only children, and we are very much alike (too alike sometimes), we fight alot. My husband and I have been married for 15 years and I cannot have asked for a better father for my child
Open Bipolar Disorder
Had breakdown when I was 19, tried to committ suicide 3 times. Was a cutter as a kid. Went undiagnosed with depression and bi-polar disorder for too long. Am now on the right meds and have a great life.
Treatments
- Depakote Working / Worked
- take it at night, helps me sleep
Open Anger Management
Have a hard time controlling my anger. Have depression, bi-polar and anxiety disorder
Open Food Addiction
I am a 36 yr old female, who is a binge eater. I realized this last year when I was eating my 4th peanut butter sandwich and realized I wasnt even hungry. At that point I sought counseling and lost 25 pounds. I have gained them all back, and unfortunatly cannot afford to go back to counseling, and am hoping I can find support here, from people who understand.
Open Breakups & Divorce
Married for 15 years
Open Eating Disorders
I am a 36 yr old binge eater.
Open Obsessive Compulsive Disorder (OCD)
I am a 36 year old female. I am a compulsive shopper, and binge eater. When I am feeling bad about myself I shop. In the last month I have charged over $2K and we are a family that lives paycheck to paycheck, looking for people who may have same probelm, so I know I am not alone.
Open Healthy Eating
I am a binge eater. I dont like to diet, because restricting certain foods causes me to binge even more. I want to incorporate more healthy foods into my diet
Open Restless Legs Syndrome
Have had RLS since I was little. Finally realized I am not the only one.
Open Shopping Addiction
I am a compulsive shopper. This month I have charged $2K on clothes, Coach purses etc. We dont have alot of money, it is basically paycheck to paycheck. I feel I am alone in this.
Treatments
- Talking Working / Worked
Open Vegetarians & Vegans
I am 36 and trying to go 100% veg, hope to get some great ideas here
Open Anxiety
I suffered my first attack when in 1990, I was 19. No one knew what was going on and I went mis-diagnosed for 6 years
Treatments
Open Panic Attacks
Had my first panic attack in 1990
Treatments
- Klonopin Working / Worked
- Paxil Working / Worked
- gained 25 pounds
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
- Trazodone Working / Worked
Open Depression
willow0371 hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Sex / Pornography Addiction
My husband and I have been married almost 17 years. The first time I found out he was looking at porn online was about 10 years ago. I confronted him and he said he wouldnt do it again. Well here we are 10 years later and he is still doing it. In 2007 I found porn on the computer and almost left, but I decided to stay. I found more just the other day. He seems to have a fetish, all the movies and pictures were of women in stockings. Stockings and legs.
