Sakura's Journal

It used to take be about an hour to get anywhere by public transit. Now it takes about three. I miss my stop, get on going the wrong way, get totally lost and can't find the bus stop- something always happens. I just... i avoid traveling alone as much as possible. and for someone with two working parents and no friends in the area.... I stay home a lot. Or go out and get lost and get all panic-y and anxiety riddled and freaked out. A PSD is looking better and better. I think while I wait for my sleep meds to kick in I'll send some e-mails out about waiting lists and stuff. Things just can't keep going on like this. By the end of the day I'm exaughsted and depressed. During the day I have a lot of anxiety. The hallucinations haven't been getting any better... *sigh*