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Sakura
Female, 19, Silicon Valley, CA
"No one talks to her, she feels so alone- she's in too much pain to survive on her own. She writes on her arm, wants to give up her life."
11:06pm Thursday
Journal Entry for October 20, 2009 Mood
Tuesday, October 20, 2009
I feel like total shit. Depressed as fuck. Don't know why. I guess every high has an equal low. I don't know. Is there a name for that? Anything to like fix it? Maybe I need my chi re-alligned. I don't fucking know. I have too much anger. Like almost 20 years worth. I never learned how to deal with my anger so I just bottle it up. So days like today when I'm tired and hurting bad and tired of hurting I'm real irritable. And I'm good at controlling my behavior and not acting more irritated then is warrented, but I FEEL it. Real bad. Plus I'm in one of my "I never want to sleep again" moods whcih doesn't hlep.

UPDATED GOALS

Stay Clean

54 days sober

Encouragements: 11

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Comments

  1. tragicalydelightful

    sometimes i just go through and read some journals of people on my "friends list"...sorry i caught you on a bad day...stay strong...it will pass...and be proud of yourself for staying sober


    tragicalydelightful

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