Sakura's Journal

It's raining really hard. Last week the toilet in my apartment spit out water everywhere for some unknown reason when my dad ran the washing machine in the main house. So there's dried toilet paper and stuff all over the floor and a number of things that badly need to be washed, most of which are currently hanging out in the rain (they needed to dry). Also, I've been pretty depressed. I'm not sure why. I feel like I'm 15 again and my wold just ended. Been listening to Michael Jackson's "This Is It". I'm not normally a huge fan, but I really like this song. So it's me and the dog for the day. Hopefully the power doesn't go out. I just want to sleep forever and ever. And my insomnia isn't helping. Last night I slept early- 1:30am. I don't quite know what to do with myself. Waiting to hear back from the cat shelter I want to volunteer with. Don't really feel like knitting. Well, last night I started going through the songs on the depression forum post about favorite silly songs- I guess I'll give that a try again. Peace out.