Sakura's Journal

There is something seriously wrong. Not just that the back pain has been at excruciating levels for a month now. But today I forgot how to use stairs. See I took the dog out to do his buisness in the backyard. I got to the steps to get back up on the porch and just went "huh. How am I supposed to get from down here to up there". I looked around but the other way up was also stairs. Then I was like "Oh, right. These are stairs. You put your feet on them. Left foot, up!" and I couldn't get my foot high enough (these are about two steps 6 inches tall MAXIMUM). It took a few tries to get my left foot up then I was all "now what? Oh yeah, put weight on it" I couldn't quite figure that one out so i grabbed the pillar next to the steps and heaved myself up. "Ok, now right foot goes up. Right foot goes UP. Up i said!" [that one also took a few tries] then i heaved myself up onto that foot still holding the pillar. Luckily there were only two steps. I don't know what happened. And apparently I wasn't too with it this morning because when I saw the doctor she wanted to know if anyone had come with me. So I don't know what's going on but it's not good. Kernel panic maybe?