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Sakura
Female, 19, Silicon Valley, CA
"No one talks to her, she feels so alone- she's in too much pain to survive on her own. She writes on her arm, wants to give up her life."
11:06pm, November 19, 2009
Journal Entry for June 4, 2009 Mood
Thursday, June 4, 2009
Tomorrow I go in for a pelvic exam and pap-smear. And as if that weren't fun enough, I'm also going to get some more testing done (hopefully) to figure out why I'm so sick. The anti-nausea medicine isn't great. I mean, I'm not throwing up any more, but I'm still really nauseous.  I have one more class tonight then my uncle (and probably my aunt) are picking me up. Today is thursday which means it's cleaning day. I don't much feel like cleaning, but I probably will. I wish I could just sleep till my doctor's appointment tomorrow. I just want them to fix it already. It's been a good two weeks. Of course, I didn't tell anyone about it for a while. But all the same I'm tired of being sick. Although part of me hopes they'll hospitalize me cause then I will get hydrated and maybe get some good nausea medication and they'll be able to make the symptoms go away while they work on fixing the problem. And then I wouldn't have to worry about doing school while feeling so miserable.

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