Sakura's Journal

I've deffinantly got something. I hope it's just a bug, the flu or something. I'm kind of scared that it's 'psychotropic agent-induced liver damage'. I've got a lot of the symptoms- nausea, abdomin pain, loss of appetite, tiredness, weakness, swelling in the feet and prolonged bleeding time (I accidently nicked my finger with a knife and it took hours to stop bleeding, but it wasn't a big or deep cut). And most concerning of all is that in the fall (well, early winter) I had a sonogram and my liver was enlarged. I'm on a lot of medications. And my history of taking too much doesn't exactly help. And one of the hard parts is no matter what I eat or what quantity I eat, I always feel really sick afterwards. Not as soon as it hits my stomach, but within the half hour or so. That combined with the general loss of appatite and perpetual nausea means I'm not eating enough. Which in turn means I'm getting headaches and mildly blurry vision. It just sucks big time. But I see my doctor on Friday for a pelvic exam and the next in a series of shots. I am a little worried about school though. I mean, I can get myself to class, but I don't know that I'll be able to pay a whole lot of attention.